no fairy tale to tell

2011-08-21T11:18:00.002+08:00

live life like there is no tomorrow, live life like everyday is our last day, live life and accept that we have to go through birth, sickness & death..

never wonder why, but believe in thing happens for a reason. I'm a true believer of to smile even death is near. I am only sad, cos I miss the happy moments. Seeing you suffer is more suffering for me, but again, I believe if I smile, I give you a little healing. So I smile, that doesn't mean I do not care..

Some quotes that I learned today :

Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
Buddha

Even death is not to be feared by one who has lived wisely.
Buddha

The mind is everything. What you think you become.
Buddha

There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.
Buddha

The whole secret of existence is to have no fear. Never fear what will become of you, depend on no one. Only the moment you reject all help are you freed.
Buddha

We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.
Buddha

2011-08-05T00:35:00.002+08:00

3 most nostalgic moments that happens in the last 10 mths time , since the last blog entry :

1. Mum & Dad moved down to stay with me
2. I'm now married
3. Friendly has left us on 1 July 2011

Although it seems easy to write, but it was a rollercoaster emotional ride. happy & sad along the way.

2010-10-03T09:57:00.002+08:00

good morning 3rd Oct...

It was a different morning yesterday. I had breakfast with my family at my crib, I had mum making bread toast for me, miss their presence so much.

I'm looking forward to fill my Sundays with some cooking! hehe

Watch "ah so" yesterday and got to learn some really easy peasy recipe. Gonna be cooking mince beef in tomato paste with mash potato.

Hopefully berjaya lar. =D

2010-09-12T11:42:00.001+08:00

waking up feeling insecure is the worst feeling ever!

2010-08-29T22:02:00.002+08:00

Spent almost my entire day watching "Parenthood" on Starworld. I just got hooked on it today, well was interested to watch it when I say promo runnings about "Parenthood" Marathon.

Why I like and got hooked on it? Cos, I love watching silly family issues but they are so real, so real that I actually think it will happen to me at some point of time. =p

But seriously while watching, I just have so much gratitude that I want to express to mum & dad. I have to thanks them a zillion times for their unconditional love. Its really not easy to become parent.

But, u know what, Ed and myself were some really good kids! Well maybe I hd a couple of cyber-bfs.. haha but mum never hav to worry about me getting hook up with boys at school and get pregnant at the age of 15! Of course, I did bang on doors, shouted at them before, I lied, but well... I'm just another TEENAGER back then.

I am absolutely a 100% Good daughter now. =D

Oh, I still remember, Dad's expression when I fers told them I am in a relationship with a boi (and he's ah Loy of course!) and I was what...22 back then! They were excited, yet so worried! haha...22 man! For some ang moh's they will most probably be worried, why the daughter started dating so late.

I cannot imagine when its my turn to be a mum. Looking at how kids now grow and stuff that they are exposed to, gosh... I totally kenot imagine. But, well....its too far to imagine. What I am thinking, gosh... parenthood! lol

But I am getting myself starting to "HEART" building our own little family...(putting aside marriage, which sounds so complicated), I totally totally love what we have build so far. I got a place where I come back and call it my "HOME". Home is getting to smell and expressing "US" as the owner. hehe.

This is the kind of simple life that all I ask for and maybe throwing in some travel plans every year. =D I'll be one happy bitch!

2010-08-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

Have u ever wonder why u are involved in office politics?

I had given it a thought, and my conclusion is that - it's the people that u mix around with, that makes me feel there are office politics.

Maybe I am in ignorance, but seriously, I choose not to listen and I don't want to know. Cos I feel, by listening, it demotivates me. Its the same like polictics in the country, I had choosed not to read newspaper. I think I know who is the bad guys, but I don't really want to know any details, cos it makes me feel stressful and frustrating.

So my solution is : i pick who i listen to, and who to talk to. I avoid gossips. Somehow, my work life has become more peaceful and less stressful.

2010-08-01T18:50:00.003+08:00

A while back, I was sitting on the couch, enjoying my time hugging my darling, while watching Tv. For a moment den, I was like "shit, I think I've fallen soooooo in love with our "space"!" haha.

I feel very grateful that we now have our own space. It's almost done now, perhaps a lil more to polish up. But I could feel the warm of our lil space.

The warm came from our love, our laughter that fills our lil space.

Love Love B-7-20!

2010-06-28T17:23:00.002+08:00

Stop, start and continue doesn't just applies for work.

Stop
- complaining

Start
- dreaming and making dream happens

Continue
- To love and chase for love =D

2010-06-10T00:27:00.002+08:00

I love Dad

Dad is around this whole week to help me on my house renovation.

I really enjoy having ah bah presence in the house.

I like the feeling of checking my watch, making sure I reach home by 7.30pm to bring ah bah out for dinner.

I enjoy thinking of where to bring him to eat, thinking of what he likes to eat, I just want to bring him to where he enjoys the food best.

I enjoyed today, some "us" time. I was teaching him how to operate the notebook that ah kor gave him.

No matter what is his age, I always feel protected when he is around.

I could feel him aging and he was telling me that he feel weaker than before. I wish I would have pat his back and give him a hug, but, being brought up in a traditional Chinese family, instead of giving him a pat as comfort, I just say "den try slow down, ok?" but in my heart I know he knew I really care for him. =D

Love you, dad (wish I could overcome the weird factor, and say this loud to you) =D

2010-03-13T09:36:00.002+08:00

Gimme a...wooot woot....cos its Weekends! A day for me to get organize...

There is so much that I need to do today and tomorrow...

Saturday (in no order)
1) Done up my training notes - I seriously need to start train-up "J" to make my life easier and so that I can concentrate on crisis management (-_-)

2) I SERIOULY need to start plan for my UK Trip...blahdy hell, been slacking on this one. The plan currently stops at Scotland and England. hehe. Or I am just reluctant to plan, so I won't know how much mahney i need. hehe. Anyway, my bff hav promise to take care of me, so I am in no worry, but mercy! =D

3) House Chores! Shites! Lucky this is just a small lil 900sft apartment =D

4) Clean Up Tur Tur - Oppps, haven been bathing him/her for weeks! felt so sorry for Tur Tur

5) Friend's house warming later... =$ Cheras!
(maybe these are more den enuff to keep me busy for the day)

Sunday

1) Urgh, need to done up my TV & Print schedule

2) Rest and Relax.. hehe watch Alvin and The Chipmunk..just bought the dvd yesterday

3) Sleep, Sleep, Sleep and watch TV!!!!!

I don't know why I want to list down what I am gonna do on my blog, but to a certain extend I think it helps me getting the list done. hehe...

Adioa ppl, gotta bathe the turtle now! =D

2010-02-28T23:52:00.003+08:00

Tik Tok : Today marks the ending of Q1 holidays. Ohhh so sad! Feeling very very very reluctant to go to work tomorrow.

I hope there will be a day when I woke up and I'll be feeling "Yay, its Monday...its work time!" I wan to love what I do, but not as easy as we say it. I love part of it, but sadly, hate some of it. =p, hence I'm neutral to most of it. =S

So how has 2010 been goin on for you? ass kicking cool, or not so cool... or terrible or feel like 2010 would have been better?

Jo started the year with much anticipation, however, along the way it was pretty rough, at most time it was disaster, feeling lost but now, I guess I am little back on track.

For the first time, in early 2010, I felt like I've fall into depression, I cried a lot, I stressed out a lot, I feel useless, feel weak. Gosh, no joke, it was not a feeling that I want to remember. Its so UGLY. I have been pushing myself to much, too hard. Luckily, am just not to late to understand "Never let life just pass me by".

I need to get back to the Optimistic Jo! =D

I think I want to blame in on
- Deccee and Pei Yee (haha)
I started a rough challenging year without the girls listening to my crap...we msn, we email, we facebook....but I miss our girl talks! =(

The only time that I felt save and warm is when I am in Loy's arm. The best feeling ever! =D love love love you.

2010-02-27T01:01:00.002+08:00

I am 3 months closer to a place I hv long to be.
I am 3 months closer to reunite with a friend whom I miss a lot.
I am 3 months closer to splurge all that I got.
I am 3 months closer to fly on a jet plane!

I am really proud of my determination! =D

2010-01-02T17:33:00.003+08:00

02.01.2010 a new beginning

Only look back for memories, and awaiting for the challenges ahead.

2009 have been a Damn blahdy great drinking year! Made a bunch of great friends, people that I feel very comfortable hanging out with.

And of course, how can I forget, losing 2 really goood gooood gooood damn blahdy Goood friend of mine - Deccee and Pei Yee!! I miss the days when I get to hang out with this 2 women! But of course i am happy that they have both move forward to some really great moments with the love ones and chasing a dream that they hv long for. love u girls! =D

Family, no matter its 2009 or 2010, I love them everyday! every each one of them..xoxo

I hope 2010 will bring me more laughter den 2009 and like said, i am ready for the challenges thrown upon me. Feels great to be able to have new start - changing portfolio is something I hv long for. =D

love love love the new start! =D

2009-12-26T09:54:00.002+08:00

Dear Ah Ma,

It has been one week since you left us. I still remembered it was roughly at this hour that I received a call from 5th Aunty that you had passed away. I took it really easily, I didn't cry, I couldn't cry... I guess, I was well prepared for it. I believe that you wanted me to enjoy my trip, which is why you only left us when I reached Langkawi. When I reached home and saw you in the coffin...I still couldn't feel like I'm gonna miss you forever because I still feel that you was with us.

Somehow, when the prayer starts.....it really touches my heart and made me realized that we are praying for you to leave us peacefully. I cried.

Now that I am back at home, I could feel your absence cos usually you will be sitting near the kitchen and I will greet you. Although we hardly chit chat, but I know you are happy to see me.

Mum had bad dream last nite. Not too sure what she dreamt about, but I know she miss you a lot. She told me that last few days was like a dream. Everytime she closes her eyes, she could see you. Hope time will heals.

Its really ironic sometimes when I think about it. When you are around, I hardly talk to you and now that you are gone, I wish I would have talk to you more. =(

We all miss you ah ma and may you rest in peace. Hope you will come back to this world as a healthy happy baby soon. If we have faith, maybe we'll be related again. =)

Love u always,
Jo

2009-12-08T18:35:00.003+08:00

A couple of thoughts for the day,

Reluctant to do works that was put upon me and to deliver what was expected. I got "blood rushing to my brain" every-time I felt unfair about it, and I can't say much about it.-
Is this time for Joy or something else?
Particularly look forward to a new start or a new challenge next year.
A moment ago, I doubt about my passion, I doubt about my love in what I am doing, I doubt if I am really as good as what they say I am. I saw a lot of weakness in myself. =(
I have yet to love 2009 December
Missing the giggles and laughter I had with Loy and our babies under the blanket yesterday =)

Have a good day ya'all.

2009-11-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

I had a good get together and shopping day with 2 really close friends..in fact childhood frens of mine. We were taking about wedding to babies, to guys...to our man... haha and we found lotsa similarities in our man.

Hope we can do more of this, and more often.

And now, we are all so looking forward to the Liew's wedding next week. =D cant wait for this memorable day to come. Its a very special day for every each of us.

I wish them all the best and like a fairy tale ending always says - "Happily every after"

2009-10-20T01:30:00.002+08:00

about today

I so totally needed a break and the tho of flying down to London jz crush onto my head. yes no yes no... welll, did a quick check on airfare - yai yai yai... no cheap fares yet. So guess, poor jo needs to wait for a better deal.

Oh - I am frustrated over the fact that we are talkin about modern malaysia, but some just still live in some cavemans world. Why on earth is Beyonce an issue??????

umm, i am supposed to do some readings but i end up watchin x factor, twittering..facebooking and blogging.... =S

1.34am, Loy jz came bc fr his usual yam-yau nite wif the "hantu araks" and he complained that he fell down. manja-ing wif me now. hehehe... sometimes, he's kinda like a baby.... which I find him adorable! =D

Gtg end here - need to attend to the big baby...

2009-10-18T01:43:00.002+08:00

its so frustrating that you have made a choice, but you're not entirely confident over it. I choosed to believe in what I believe, but not too sure if what I believe is right.

i know there is so much of sincerity but I am in between deciding to give up or not, but i know i will never give up. i am frusratrated with the fact that i choosed not to give up....

i dunno if i am over-complicating things or....life is jz this tough....or maybe i am jz too selfish. i dun wanna live my life alone for the rest of my life.

i am trying to help....but i dunno wat's the best way to help. it always feels like i am controling rather den helping. never knew its tat tough to help.

2009-09-26T20:54:00.003+08:00

It was kinda skery how my minds was manipulated with information like - snatch thief, conman, bad people, kipnapping.... when I walked pass by people and I gotta a feeling that they are looking, staring at you....they are like some predator and I'm their prey.

Where has all the sense of security gone to? Home (Malaysia) doesn't seems safe anymore. Its ironic that at most time I feel safer when I was travelling at other people's country. I just don't have to be too cautious all the time.

There was one morning that I suddenly woke up - afraid that someone has broke into my house. Is this a sign of lack of the sense of security????

2009-07-02T14:21:00.003+08:00

A colleague was confirm H1N1 - hence, implication is office close for a week and all employees on home quarantine!!!!

It was weeks ago that I said "you, irresponsible people....kena quarantine still lepak around"

and now tat I am on home-quarantine.....OMG, I think I hv to take back my words, cos I realized how boring it can be when u are on quarantine.

Well, I am still trying to keep myself at home..as of yesterday till now, i hv not walk a step outside of my house. I am being or trying to be responsible la. What if I really carry viruses and spread to innocent ppl, like how it effected the whole company to close down. Its no joke man, serious case!

I can see like bosses face was like sudden panic attack like dat, clients were worried and news just spread too fast. Even the company was on TV yesterday b-cos of this office closure due to H1N1 thingy.

No joke, No joke!

and seriously, to be on home quarantine is actually not tat great. As of now, it has been such a huge debate between loy and me. I am trying to be responsible but he thinks vise versa!

2009-06-25T18:44:00.002+08:00

I feel a little too tiring, devastated or even suffocated. I think I need SOS.

Somehow, I think I'm not doing good enough, like I've not learn enough but I have to start forcing myself to absorb as much as I could.

Really, trust me, I dont want to go back to where "it" use to be.

I need more heads! more heads!

I shall see and try to cope... I got a feeling, I'll raise my white flag very soon. If it's not a plan that I have for next year, I think I would hv already raise my flag!

2009-05-31T23:02:00.003+08:00

I hope my bad days end today.

It was yesterday that I am 30bucks poorer, but today out-of-the-blue, my pants button tercabut while I was in Cineleisure. Argh... and it happens while I was in the washroom, well... as I buttoned my pants... it went tercabut! arrghh arrghh.. I was a lil panic...... but pheeew pheeewww... my top was long enough to cover the top part of my pants. **sweat

Now not that I am 30bucks pooorer but I also need to fix a pants! sigh or get a new pair of pants. **ding ding

Ohh bad days bad days, plz go away.... dun ever come back again!

In officially 44mins time, I wish to have a great month in June le. **pray pray (I wish for a fabulous-funtastic time in June - co'mon, my birthday is approaching - plz grant my wish!)

Btw, I was reading this new magazine which I think - I am now official a fan! Its a free mag - name I M... check out the web (www.IMag.com.my)

So I guess...to sum-up who I am this month...

I am 30bucks poorer and need to get my pants button fix! =p

2009-05-30T11:47:00.002+08:00

I am now 30bucks poorer. =(

Why? Cos I dropped mah mahney...it was unbelievable, it was like some magician was playing a prank on me, and you know it feels like an "Kit Kat" advert - Now you see, Now you don't.

This is d situation : I put mah mahney in my pocket...well, I hv to admit that it was a really really shallow pocket - Okie Okie... I learned my lesson - red alert : never to put any mahney or anything in this pocket ever ever again!!!!!!!

I actually tumpang Loy's car to the ground floor to pay the water bills and tho of popping by the sundry shop to get some egges....so as we reached the ground floor, I hopped out...den out a of a sudden, I realized "eh, money was gone!! - but I was quite confident den that the money muz hv dropped on the car seat. So I slumberly, called Loy... but to my SURPRISE....he said "no...I dun see any money wor!"

So right after dat, I did my CSI investigation - walked the same route again, and see if I am lucky enough to be able to find mah mahney (I know chances is Slim... but I at least need to try~~ wuu wuu wuu).

Well, Obviously, I couldnt find it. sob sob =~~~~~

SO I guess, I'll just have to be a lil "Optimist" now. I guess, someone would have pick up the mahney. So, I made someone feeeling lucky and 30 bucks richer, eh? Happie? =D

or I may hv helped a really poor cleaner (we always hv cleaner to clean the apartment floor) 30bucks richer today. She must be really happy that she's now saying her blessings to god! "Allah, you heard me!" muahahahaa..

Anyway, maybe 30bucks is not a lot, but I guess the fact that I dropped it, I hv to blame myself for being so careless...and sudah learned my lesson before I dropped a thousand ringgit with the same "shallow pocket"!

WHoever, that would hv pick up - must be thinking "Today is mah lucky day!" hehehe..

If only I can track where mah mahney goes to - it will be amazing! hehehehhee...

Anyway, I told myself not to be too sad over the 30bucks....at least now I hv something to write on mah blog!!! hahahhaha....

2009-05-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow Never Comes
-- By Norma Marek (used with permission)

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action, and play them back throughout my days
If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you know I do.

So, just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you, and I hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So, if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much, and you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

© Norma Cornett Marek 1989

2009-05-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

ah..been neglecting this blog!

I was superly busy for the past few months. work, outings, farewells, parties, holidays, photoshooting, marathons, farewells again... oh, never been this busy.

What I hv been up to?? latest news, I got a not-so-secret-mission-but-cant-announce-it-publicly. hehe.. I got a big plan coming up!!!!

Yea my motivation now is "d UK big plan" - yea baby!!! =D I am serious about it and cant wait for it to happen!!!!!!!!! yea babbbyyyyyy....!

2009-03-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

I am on my 2nd day of the 7-day-detox-program by Juvanex.

I've been hesitating to try.... but it was yesterday that strike my mind to really try it out. My main concern is that I am afraid that I might lau sai giler. So I waited today...waited, waited and waited... but the lau-sai feeling still hasnt come le.

I started to panic abit...thinkng is there something wrong?!!! I should be lau-sai-ing lor... detox program wert! Then I pun google larr... googled "Juvanex". After reading, then only I understand that its not a must to have lau-sai as simptons. There ae plenty of other simptons like break-outs, constipation, not able to sleep well.. etc etc. And the simptons may not appear on the first 2 intakes..if could be on the 4th days onwards or even after the 7 days.

whoa... I jz hope that I will lau-sai a bit.... wanna detox all the toxins out!

At the end of the program, I hope I am able to lose a bit of weight..feel lighter and of course a healthier me lor! hehehe..

Will keep posting the updates of this detox program.

2009-02-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

I dont have any new year resolution yet for 2009. Unlike previous years, I would sit down to think of something. Maybe, it became too much like a yearly routine that I passed the new year resolution this year. hehe. This shows, how much I hate routines eh.

Anyway, there is really something that I would want to accomplish this year. I want to be able to take really nice pictures with my DLSR camera. My new-baby! hehe. Has been really busy lately, that my last captured was the Pulau Ketam escapee trip. Now, it is safely kept in the bag until the next trip. Perhaps, to the F1~!!! (if i managed to get some free tix)

My wish for every year is the same. I just want to be happy. Anything that makes me happy, should happen!!! hehehee...

Hope that 2009 is a better for you too.

2008-12-17T19:50:00.002+08:00

Its always this month of the year that I feel most relax... cant wait for a day at work, surfing the net on a on-going basis....where clients dont call up, no meetings to attend, Boss going on long leave.... and basically, just gimme a cosy peaceful month. And that's what I thought, and thinks its gonna happen. I wait from day to day to have a of week of a life like that, or even just one day will do.... ooooohh gawd..but it is hasnt come yet. Somehow, my brain already start telling me to "Jo, dream on!"

Oh....sadly, dream on? really dream on?

no cosy peaceful december in the office??????? arghhhhhh but WHY WHY WHY!!!!!

I love December, December has to love me too!!!!!

I wish for a peaceful day @ work.....i need it, i really need it. I hope I dun need to use my brain at all in December. hehehehe.....its meant for my brain to rest! giv it a break. =D

2008-11-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

Life Stages - Making Commitment Future Planning

Finally......all my life, I have been trying to escape from commitment (any form of commitment) has now come to a point where I have to decide....to commit or not to commit question. awwww... its so hard to decide you know.

No, dun get me wrong...its not just about marriage...but all sorts of commitment. 26 years old, goin to be 27 next year (oh gawd!), I should really be doing some thinking. Confuse, in dilemma dunno wat I wanted....has cause me so much headache.

I told Dec once "I like it when we dun know what is ahead of us!" It makes us just cherish every moment more!

If I have a choice, I want to live life like a traveler traveling without a map (yes yes yes yes yes! I really wanted to) - no planing at all!!! You may say "Go ahead then....who is stopping you!!!"

Yes exactly, who the hell is stopping me! who can stop me if I insist of that. I dont know larrr. Maybe Gemini has two heads. One is telling me to start plan and think and plan and think... another head is telling me "dun give a fark lar...as long as you are happy now! Life is about now!"

True? Not True? Well...very subjective, kan?

Seriously, I dun think I am the kind person that worry much about the future...... but somehow somewhere in my mind... its like "But....JO, u need to start planning!"

What does planning has to do with commitment rite? YES YES YES....it has so much of relation u know. Getting married... buying a house.... career wise! Have I decided to commit and follow the flow?

2008 - Jo is a bit ter[pesong] goyang macam lalang.

I do feel bless that I hv Loy who always bring me back to the right track. Always calm-ing down...asking me not to panic. He's the slumber-type. I envy him sometimes "he has such simple mind!" which to me, is the most attractive part of him. He calms me down. But yet sometimes, his slumber-ness causes me freaking out "Has he thought of the future, actually.........."

To commit and to start planning - kick starting a plan is really skery to me.

oh by the way "Cheeeeeerrss cherrry to myself" - I know best what is tis to cheers for. I am seriously thinking of ways for improvement.

2008-11-08T13:06:00.002+08:00

Stress larrrr.....

never been so lost at dunno how to digest the information. there are too much info to digest!!! not spot-on lagi. urgh!

Can someone pls tell me what to FOCUS at! eeeeee....benci-nya......

I neeed choco! I need Ice-Cream! I neeeeeed to splurge!

2008-11-03T17:42:00.001+08:00

Hana Kimi Japanese version going on air @ 8TV !! aiyak..miss the 1st episode on 2nd Nov.

Must watch must watch.

Every sunday 3pm-4pm!!!

2008-10-28T19:01:00.002+08:00

some of the thoughts that are running on my mind now.....

Life is full of surprises... good ones and bad ones.

me vs me - I am trying to be bad, naive, drive ppl nuts.

being yourself : Lose control, can? Cos she's just tring to be herself...which is losing control.

I wanna live a life, like a traveler travel without a map. Life should be about surprises.

Decided, to not think about the fucking future. Life is about now! =D

2008-08-08T00:41:00.001+08:00

08.08.08

I just kissed my bf and wish him "Happy Special Day" hehe

2008-08-02T19:29:00.005+08:00

First Encounter @ Putrajaya : Wan Yi & JO

It was a hot sunny day today (and Ouchhh, I got sunburn!!!), but nuttin stop us from "Syoik-Sendiri-ing" and start snapping pictures of ourselves & the beautiful side of Putrajaya.

My next new toy must be a SLR Camera!!!!

Well, more pictures of "US" syoik sendir-ing coming soon....... hehehe.

**pictures taken by Wanyi

2008-07-15T20:51:00.006+08:00

Its always a good reason for family gathering when its ur grandma's buffday. We just had one last Sunday...... =) We enjoyed the meal..the food was really good (ahem too hungry to eat that I hv forgotten that I brought a camera along for photo session), had some sembang-sembang and of course having Uncle Sunny is always good cos he'll crack some jokes to hype up the atmosphere (hehe).

I started to miss my younger days family gatherings.....miss the feeling of excited about meeting up with cousins....playing around, acting like a big sista, doing stupid things like a leafs plucking competitions among cousins (cos dad ask us to help pluck the leafs, so we are so smart ler....we ask our younger cousins to compete and ahem make them pluck it!!!) haha, family trips (camping, gentings, Cameron, Maxwell Hill...). Those were the fun days.

and I miss Kampar too.....that's when i mingle around with all the cousin brothers and my brother and their friends...and I'll be like the only gurl playing hide and seek with them. And i can remember once, I went "lumba basikal" with them too. Those were the more tomboyish days!!!

Somehow, we hv all grown ups. All my cousin sista has grown up beautifully and I'm always proud of it. (hehe) and cousin brothers also very handsome (ahem ahem....cos he'll be reading this!) hehe....but really you know, I REALLY think, we are one family with pretty lads and handsome hunks! **Proud!

2008-07-12T14:37:00.015+08:00

Once a baby....always my baby....always always my little baby. Very much treating him like I used to but fact is....I realised that he has grown older....still as cute but not as energetic as before. Acting a little snorbbish now too (hehe) PMS!

I can remember the first day we took him home, I have to accompanied him to sleep at night as he is not use to the new home. But after 8 years.....our home is now very much his old place alredi. He know every corner of the house very well now.

on dad's lauya bike's basket. He likes to go kai kai on the bike too..

looks like mouse...

Many times when he know he is at fault...and dad will take his cane preparing to whack him kau kau, he will run towards mum or me to seek for protection. Hiding behind us....somehow make him feel more secure kwa. hahaha. But guess...now he knows what is right or wrong alredi. He dun play with rubbish water anymore...(hehehehe).

excited...cos dad is home

What I miss most about the Younger Friendly is that he u sed to be damn playful ok. He will run fr farrrrrr and jump onto me and I will catch him and hug him in my arms and sayang sayang him. hehehe. Hmmm the Friendly now become lazy bumb alredi but I still sayang sayang him....

macam very innocent

I cannot imagine a day when I am at home and he is not around. Thinking that he is aging day by day is kinda skery. He is part of the family....my little baby....or we would sometimes call him "Friendly Ong". Everyone at home sayang him to MAX esp my granny. The neighbours kinda sayang him too...cos he is so adorable and like his name so ber-friendly. hahaha. He sometimes would walk into ppl's house to berlepak ha. (**pening) haha

mum says this is his most "handsome" picture

and he is snorbbish to the extend of not letting to take picture of him.... which results in pictures taking fr his back onli.....

Friendly in his frog costume...(cute ler!!)

hv to force him to look at the camera

The dog style

Took this video in 2006....excited over getting out to pee. hahaha

I miss you....miss you a lot! sayang you lots

2008-07-06T10:06:00.011+08:00

Well, wedding bell is not around the corner yet....but ahem, I've been thinking about it...you know like imagining....how the wedding is gonna be, what wedding gown I'm gonna wear and how my bf will surprise me with a wedding proposal. Oh well, all imaginations! hehe.

and oh well.....I simply love looking at wedding gowns. Everytime when I passby ss2, the Wedding Gown-Street....I just cant take my eyes off from those stunning looking wedding gowns.....esp a pink one that I saw yesterday. I fell in love with that dress.

I was browsing through the net yesterday and came across this website "wedding inspirations" that has really really nice wedding gowns idea to steal....

This simple wedding dress with a pink touch is just something that I dream of.....its so simple yet so stunning. and with a PINK TOUCH...omg!!!

All whites.....I like the fluffy bottom....

whoa, rite? hmmmm...this dress is just simply elegant...

This is so princess fairy tale like.... I like I like.. hehe =)

absolutely...wedding gowns dreams! =)

and my dream wedding - a beach wedding.....

2008-07-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

Bye Bye....

2008-07-03T20:30:00.002+08:00

Tak sangka and not realising, I've already been in the advertising industry for 3 years!!!!....and one complete year in Starcom (current company).

I love my job, despite all the painful pitch, suckie working days and demanding clients..... I really think I love my job and best is that I have a strong and yet playful team to work with. We are "siao sioa" dai de larr.... we spent our time toking nonsence sometimes...like today....we talked about "Gay stories!!!!" hahaha. Funny lar =)

Well, back to my career, so it was one of my target this year to be promoted to a Senior......cos well, I could feel that I am ready for the challenge.

Well.... I thank god and thank my team esp my boss for all the guidance that they give me. hehehehhe... I just got promoted yesterday ler. =p

I just hope I can do better, perform even better and able to prove to myself that I can go even higher. =) I always feel blesss that I have choosen the right career path. I realised not many people get to do what they like to do. So mine is like a bonus hor, I like the job, I like the challenge and I'm being paid! hahaha =) See how optimistic I can be! Childish!! hehe....

But of course, there are times which I feeel like quitting the job as I cant handle the stress and the responsibility and blaming myself for silly mistakes that I did. But guess, this is life larr.... nuttin can be perfect.. I get frustrated......bitch about it....then I feel better. The next day, oooohh I love my job again! hahaha =p

So always need to destresss.....which is why tml is a party nite! hahahaha... and must know how to balance work and personal life. I believe in it...seriously. Play hard and work hard! haha...

2008-06-29T15:39:00.009+08:00

Finally, I had bought myself a pair of Pink Crocs...hehehe my birthday present for myself lar. =p

Its super comfy ler. Its very light and I luv it cos you can add-on accessories. I added a Pinky Star. hehe.

Jojo is Obsessss with Pink!

And my bf knows me well enough that he bought me a Seiko Pink Watch for my birthday. hahahah. So luv it. Now I can match my pink crocs with the pink watch. =)

and now I can match those with these too....PINK PINK pendant that I bought fr Tokyo. =)

da pink telephone pendant. Very very cute....

da pink star pendant...

da pink cupcake pendant!

2008-06-28T11:57:00.003+08:00

the worst dream ever is to dream of "YOUR WORK"!!!!!

I ter-woke up early in the morning and thinking "Oh, shit...did I do it (yesternite work) correctly?" and i was like oh shit...."JOANNE ONG, can you just take ur mind off from the work!!!" Its haunting me...seriously....its haunting me!!!!!!!!. Its like somewhere in my brain permanently for the time being.

and tml (sunday) is a working half day for me. Argh.... everything will only be back to normal after Tuesday. oooooo cant wait for this nightmare to end!!!!

But big boss has pre-empted our team that something big is gonna come in (again!!!!!!!!) like 10days from now.

AARRRGGGGHHHHH, when can I get my salary increment!!!!!!

But despite all these nightmares and terrible deadlines, I think I still LOVE my job. I just love it... but not the paper works tho. I sux in it!

Media Planner somehow has become a one-stop-shop now. Just hate the fact that we are like one stop shop..... I just wish to be a strategic planner. Can mo?????? =(

2008-06-26T19:09:00.001+08:00

Girls always rule. Rule the game. Yea, I like that!

2008-06-25T20:42:00.013+08:00

It has been so busy ever since I came back fr Japan. Now....that suddenly I am in the mood of blogging, tho of sharing with you my brief experience at Japan and the pictures that i took. You can view my pictures via the links below.

Day 1 : Went to the Asakusa Temple and some city tour. The first day arrival was kinda tiring. When I first landed at the Narita Airport, I still couldn't quite believe it that I was actually standing my feet on the land of Japan.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=26286&l=870a8&id=572214715

Day 2 : Oh this was a day of history - my first encounter of real snow!!! I am still pretty excited about it.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=26290&l=cd194&id=572214715

Day 3 : Harajuku Girls!!!!! The Gothic Lolitas....Lots of them....it was amazing how they really dressed up and posed for your pleasure to take lotsa pictures of them. I love hanging around Harajuku. Lotsa weirdo street fashion that was just amazing. All I can say is that they really do Dress up with imaginations!! Luv it...
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=26355&l=4625f&id=572214715

and i also did "Free Hugs"@ Harajuku...wuuhuu!!!!! luv it luv it.

Day 4 : Oh the child in me!!! hehe Disneyland Tokyo. Living in the world of fantasy is always good....
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=26383&l=e3273&id=572214715
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=26493&l=9f172&id=572214715

Day 5 : Must be my favourite day....at last I could feel like a traveller. It was too much of spoon feeding the past few days as the tour agent was bringing us around. Day 5 was when WanYi, Lydia, KL and myself... just walked around Tokyo City on our own. Layback style walking.... stop and get curious of every single thing that we encountered. It was just so relaxing..... and Shibuya was totally amazing, fascinated with the number of people crossing the road everytime the lights turns red.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=26497&l=72484&id=572214715

Day 6 : Last day of the trip.... we went back to Shibuya to do some shopping. hehe...quite a satisfied last-minute-shopping. I bought lingerie, nighties...... they are so cute that I cant find it here in Msia. psst think my bf like them too. haha
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=26525&l=f3c0f&id=572214715

I miss and love Japan esp the kawaii school boys! psst psst

2008-06-18T20:15:00.002+08:00

Jojo is down with flu (sigh) during the blahdy "pitch pitching" week

2008-06-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthhhhhdayy to meeeeeeeeeeeee....eeeee,
Happy Birthhhhhhdayyyyyyy to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I wish for life-time happiness~

2008-05-30T14:10:00.000+08:00

oh juz realized, my birthday falls on a Monday.....

SIGH!

2008-05-29T20:25:00.002+08:00

ohh it took me almost 30mins to just start up this @#$!@!@ lappie. oh dear! maybe its time to get a baby pink lappie... haha but but but no no no.....

I hv just tho of a plan...I suddenly really feel like saving up some money and go backpacking somewhere. Backpacking is a must do!!!! its a matter of time onli.... need to really save up and start planning for it alredi. I know it will be tough to plan to places like Europe, hence I wanted to start by exploring asia first.... gosh, i haven even been to Sabah or Sarawak....

Ohh...out of a sudden, I just feel like quitting the job, get my passport....steal some money and just take a plane to somewhere......and grab a man with me! hahaha... =p

2008-05-14T18:36:00.002+08:00

I'm flying off to Tokyo tomorrow.....wuuuuuuhuuuu!!! excited-nya

getting out of Malaysia, feeels good! WUUUUUHUUUUUUuuuuuu....

2008-05-02T19:48:00.003+08:00

Its been a stressful week.

Cursing and swearing, but work is work....still hv to die die shit all the work out... maybe I've been having quite some honeymoon time (1 blahdy year) and workload seems to just pile up... scoring the chart high....(PEAK!!!!! blahdy Peaks!!!!) in "sudden" that I got even more stress up - not used to heavy workload alredi. Mercy or whut.....!

But anyway, I know its still managable geh.... JO can do it! ****pray hard

Stressful week, lead to stupid things happen. But thank gawd that its all kinda "shining on the brighter side" again. I really hope I have made a right decision....given the right chance, choosen the right one.

I really think its time to say Bye Bye to (*) drugs. But somehow....... but...always a but. drugs is nuttin compare to (**) - FYI, he's my guardian angel.

I really thank (**) for being there for me, listen to my heart out, understanding me, forgiving me and most of all - shows me all the love he has to give. I am grateful...I really am. Most of all, I wish to love him for life...and give him my heart.

JO Mission : Kicking out drug....Loving my guardian angel (FOR LIFE)

Oh FYI, Mariah's Carey "Bye Bye" is soooooooooooooo kicking ass!!! Love it love it. The lyrics is meaningful too. Appreciate what we have now.....before we say bye bye. =)

2008-04-05T12:53:00.002+08:00

and big tur tur ran away yesterday....

I am gonna miss you big tur tur. Maybe you dun like me either, rite?

Mummy told me that you will have long life - you will survive.

**sioa tur tur is missing you already i think. Maybe he will now miss you biting him.

2008-04-05T12:33:00.003+08:00

(**) is like a Guardian Angel

Dear My Guardian Angel,

I am grateful that you came into my life. I know you will continue to believe in me, protecting me and if one day, you decide to walk away from me, I have only regret that I didn't treat you well.

I am naive...too naive. I don't even know what I am doing, trying to hurt you? (not once but twice.)

There is now only a small dream in me, hoping it will be a bigger dream.

I love you......

2008-04-04T10:13:00.002+08:00

"I hate drugs, but I long for it"

Can I say "I hate drugs, and I dont long for it".......

(*) is like a drug....

Hey Drug,

I know I mean nothing to you but you mean something to me.

And Drug, you are cruel! But, I agree to your cruel-ty.

I wan to be able to say "I hate you" and I know I can make it.

And I dont want to long for you anymore.....but somehow, you are like a shadow following me....a shadow of you is in my mind...its like your shadow is trying to lure me back into getting addicted again.

Farewell drug......

2008-03-18T14:33:00.002+08:00

I am a careless person. I think I hv come to an extend of HOPELESS already lar.

haih very sad!

2008-03-13T17:57:00.003+08:00

I have fallen for David Archuleta...

"A Thousand Miles" Day 1 Audition. His voice....his voice.....

David, is ok that you din do well this week....u are gonna win anyway!

And this is you???? OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-13T00:43:00.003+08:00

The election fever has cool down but the post-election-results is still very much on-going. I whom never wants to know about politics, has become actively catching up with the latest news. Bf was telling me, even newspaper stands ran out of the Chinese dailies 2 days ago....whooops, suddenly everyone is actively polishing their politics knowledge.

Refering to this article from Malaysia Kini, Yes indeed I do feel like a new Merdeka. I do feel more Malaysian now. The feeling is really gooooood. At 26 years old, I have never felt like a Malaysian the way I feel now.

I sincerely wish for a harmonious multi racial country, where we will proudly call ourselves "Malaysian".

I'll make sure I am voting for the next election - and at the main time, we shall give time to see who does it better.

Time to change, and yes....we made it!

2008-03-02T14:23:00.002+08:00

Jin the emcee in the house....holla....

ABC Hai Ngor Hai Ngor...

Check him out man....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gmNbl5ZTBZE

2008-02-24T13:14:00.009+08:00

I am currently still on a post-Jay-concert syndrome which I think why I dreamt of Jay again last night. Could this mean, I will bum into him later? hahaha..... (slap slap me pls!).

The concert was fantastic!!!!!!! Cant help myself but to "Scream" the entire concert. hehe. and I'm like screaming "Jie Lun, wo ai ni!" - haha, seriously, this came out from a 26-year-old me. hahaha. I couldn't believe it either.

For Ah Jay - well....I can do anything lar! hehe. I am so gonna buy the concert DVD soon.

Anyway, check out the pics that I took yesternite of Jay Concert fr my facebook

and if you wanna view some really nice post of his pictures....check out this blog

Jay started talking.....

One of the best performance of the night....I would say is the unplug session. Managed to record this....Jay singing Theresa Tang's song.

and this is towards the ending of the concert already......u can hear me screaming like a mad woman! hehe....

The much awaited concert....well....has ended. Guesss....wait for another 3 years again. Whoa, I will be like 29 or 30 years alredi. OMG!!! Do you think I will still scream? hahaa.....

Well....I would wanna says a bunch of thanks to Wan Yi and her boyfriend for giving me a chance to catch Jay live in concert!!!! it means a lot to me.....being able to catch my idol in action, its a great feeling. and of course thanks to "Munchy's" - ppl eat more Munchy's! hehe.

2008-02-21T21:26:00.008+08:00

My dream came true ler.

Guess what Guess what Guess what....I cant believe it too. But it is in my hand already.

Thanks to Munchy's! Thanks to my colleague who handle Munchy's! ppl eat more munchy's ya! hehe...

Know what I am talking about anot?

I am goin to my idol concert......ah Jay's concert!!!!!!!!!! (SHOUTING SCREAMING CHEERING)

This is my ticket......my ticket. OMG OMG OMG!!!!

And its not like any seats u noe.....prime seats.....Yes....very very prime. Near to the stage ler.

RM398!!!!!!! My dream came true very very very fortunately ler. Get to go to the concert and sit on such prime seats. GOSH!!!!!! I am reallly really too excited. Overjoy.

Ah Jay......I'm coming to see you this SAT!!!! hehehehe....

2008-02-21T14:33:00.003+08:00

Saw this from my friendster bulletin. Feel like wu-lioa-ing....haha

1. when u see the mirror in the morning,what's the first thing you say? DAMN! (on weekdays) & weekends....hmmmm hardly woke up in the morning tho.

2. How much cash do you have on you? Now, I have 50bux kwa.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? "PEST"

4.Favorite planet? I only know EARTH

5.Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? cant remember already.

6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? "Suddenly I see" fr K.T Tunstell

7. What shirt are you wearing? Not wearing a shirt tho....

8. Do you "label" yourself? farking crazy

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? rm6.90 fr Guardian

10. Bright or Dark Room? Bright....Yellowish.

11. Whatwere you doing at midnight lastnight? Playing PSP...am addicted to "bombarman" i wanna kill those ais man so badly man!

12. What did your last text message you received onyour cell say? Room reservation confirmation. hehe....

13. What's a saying that you say a lot? serious?????

14. Who told you they loved you last? my darling....

15. Last furry thing you touched? JJ

16. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days?Uh....no way! not even panodol man! haha

17. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? harrrr?

18. Favorite age you have been so far? 20 years old kwa...... damn flirtatious at tat time. Syoik! haha..

19. Your worst enemy? Uh..... the other side of me.

20. What is your current desktop picture? JAY CHOU....it has to be him lar. Office no leng zai to see...at least I got Jay on my wallpaper to cheeer me up. hehe

21. What was the last thing you said to someone? I have eaten!

22.If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? definitely the MONEY lar!!!!! I'm very realistic and hv not done anything that i regret so badly. If I have kill someone, then maybe i will consider to turn back time.

23. Do you like someone? YES YES YES....a lot!

24. The last song you listened to? Jay Chou - Cai Hong

2008-02-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED CNY & VALENTINE'S DAY

Chinese New Year has pass just like dat......oh there goes my holidays. Am awaiting (impatiently) for March 20th to come..... holiday holiday....gimme gimme, gimme more holidays!!! I seriously need a lot a lot of holidays!

Bangkok Bangkok Bangkok....

and of course the more exciting one in May.......company trip to JAPAN!!!!! I seriously cant miss this one. Need to at least extend few days on my own. Japan man.....one of my most-wanted country to visit. The fashion totally rox and I wanna get a funky haircut there.....

Japan Japan Japan.....

2008-02-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

Lacoste Fever Lacoste Fever!!!!!!!

Both my bf and i had just purchase some stuff from Lacoste. Love it love it! He already planned to get a shoe but I ummmmm, SUDDENLY ter-purchase pulak! alamak!!! Its still the month of CNY hor, hahaha... i have zillion of excuse to buy this!

Looks like what??????

~

This (see below) is what I bought! A purse! Well, I have been looking for one lately, but never tho I will get it here at Lacoste. When I saw the purse, I immediately fell in love ler. Dunno why, just LOVE it.

The front

close up

The inside

The back

and this is the shoe Loy bought.

Nice nice! Like it too.... green and white....not bad hor, the combination.

Well, we end up spending RM600+ at Lacoste.

hmmmmm, you can see me makan roti next mth ok!

2008-02-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is around the corner.....real soon....4 days from now. Well, like any other year, I really ENJOY using the excuse of "Buying new year clothes" for a satisfying shopping experience. Its like buying w/o need to think how much it has cost me!

maybe to compare to some gurls, stuff that I bought are not really expensive or branded type lar or not a lot, but then to me....I already feel very satisfying edi.

I like the cuteness of this ummm (dress) that match with pants. I will match this with leggings. Have to wear a spags or baby tee inside.... bought this at Bangsar (cant recall what is the boutique name) @ RM63

and recenlty, I just fell crazily in love with "harajuku lovers" baby tee. Can only get these from FOS with cheap cheap cheap price. At RM29.90 each. Really really cute. I alredi have 4 diff baby tee from harujuku lovers now. These 2 are the new one that I have yet to wear, CNY baju mar!

This is super cool lor. 50% discounts from Esprit @ RM44.95. MTV Europe Award Baby. SO COOL!

This is a formal sleevesless shirt with a really unique design. Like the color too, very refreshing. I need some formal look shirt. At least I have something to wear for presentation or meetings.

a very comfortable pair of pants. Strecth-cy one. Formal and not formal also can. Fr Blook at RM79.90.

and tis....is the most expensive of all. Valisere is like a high-end Triumph product. ummm...its a bra which I think is super comfy. The feeling is like "WOW, never wear such a comfortable bra before....." super duper comfy.

This is the most comfy bra ever and the most expensive bra ever! RM219.9o. I tho, hmmm... for once lar...i buy a expensive bra lar.

But the truth is......hehehe. I got a lucky pick of RM250 Jusco vouchers during my company xmas party. hehehe. So actually this is kinda like "FREE" hehe. if use my own money and buy, dun think i "seh tuck" lor.

Oo...yea, and I bought 2 pairs of shoe.

Well, there goes my money!!!!!! Hmm, I have a lot to wear this CNY! hahaha.

2008-02-02T02:21:00.000+08:00

I just feel like posting pictures today......more random pix

dunno wat's this flower call, but i so like it....pink with heart shape sumore....nice rite?

I made the card for my loy...

He's bored while waiting for food....genki sushi, cineleisure kinda sux!

Trying to be funny....

Marry's buffday @ Manhattan Fish Market, KLCC (me with the silly fringe..hehe)

The end...see more picture @ my facebook ok!

2008-02-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

Some pictures I feel like posting......

2008-01-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

I love watching love movies. I love the sentimental effect, I love the fact that it always touches my heart, i loveit because it always makes me ponder and wonder, I just love.

No matter its a sad one or a happy one, love stories always makes me cry.

"My Girl and I" a korean sad love movie. destiny.love.eternal.

Su ho said "They say everyone has their own destiny, for grandpa is was my grandma, for my dad it was my mum, I wish you could be my destiny"

Su Eun said "Thank You Su Ho. Thank you for letting me have only good memories. And I'm thankful that it's you I should thank.You are the sea of my life. So I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I cant stay next to you, and sorry I loved you. Please be happy.Because I love you, you must be happy. Do you understand me? Will you promise me? That you'll be happy, that you'll be well."

They love each other, but was not destine to be together forever. But at least they met, they once share some happy moments.

Love aint easy to find, once found, it doesnt mean it will last forever. I believe in Cherish-ing every moment together.Once I asked my bf "How if someday, we will go on seperate way?" He answered me "Let's not think of that someday. As longas we are happy together now, it doesnt matter what will happen in the future."

I cant be guarantee myself that mine will last forever, cos we never know what will happen in the future. Hence, I prefer tobelieve in "good memories that we once own" and bf agrees to it too!

If it was not meant forever, no matter how much we want it to be forever, it just wont happen.

2008-01-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

Quotes that touches my heart

"I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more."

"You can't ever let go of all the feelings, But you need to let go of him."

"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours."

"You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it."

"No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end."

"Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours."

"A relationship is like a glass, better to leave it broken than to put them back together and hurt yourself"

2008-01-17T13:32:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of ah Jay last nite. Dreamt that he was sitting behind me in a quiet restaurant. He's with a gurl. I approached him....take picture with him, chatted with him. haha, as if its real.

I thought I am not as crazy for him already, but hmmm...after the dream, I think the sub-conscious me is still quite crazy for him. =)

When I woke up in the morning, its like its a sign, (maybe) I should go watch his concert. haha.

His songs are still my favourite.....I think i still love Jay, but maybe not as much as before, but I do think I am a loyal fan.

Love u Jay.....! and the dream, haha kinda stuck on my mind until now....

2008-01-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

My first entry of the year...2008

Has 2008 been great to you? Hopefully, it will be a good year for everyone including myself. But it seems that the pick up of the year is not as smooth for me. SIGH. but anyway, the always forever optimistic me, will still believe that 2008 is gonna be a great year!

Recently my dad is worrying me a lot. He's not doing well....just hope the very best! **Pray hard. He'll be doing his next check up in 2 weeks time, hopefully by then we will know the test results and really wish there is nothing serious. *I will pray the best for him!

So far, no new year resolution yet.....guess, I will try to make more time to spend with my family for 2008. I really like the cameron short trip that I had with my parents last December. Should plan more of trips like dat. What's more important then spending more time with the family rite?

2008.....more time with the family, take care of my health more....and basically still enjoy life to the max.

And yea....am going Bangkok this March!

2007-12-31T16:12:00.000+08:00

Another 19 hours and 45 minutes from now....and I am saying goodbye December, farewell 2007. Its a new year again.......!! 2008!!!

Excited? Sort of....haha cant wait for salary increment man! hahaha.

Its 2008 and I am gonna be 26 years old in another 6 mths plus time. WhOa....26 ler!!! Sounds so adult...never a junior at work already. Never a small lil mama gurl anymore. Joanne Ong needs to be more mature.....a 26 years old lady needs to act like a mature person! Gosh. haha. But I still feel like i just graduated from uni, still acting like a junior, still throwing tantrum over little things.....still as gossipy. haha.

Another 19 hours and 40 minutes......HAPPY NEW YEAR. Hope everyone will hav a wonderful year ahead.....a OOOOMMMMMMMPPPPPPHHHHHH Year!!

2007-12-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

My camera "siew hei" arrrr!!!!

Remember when we were in primary school, we use to write short karangan with title "Saya sebatang pencil".....and we write about how the master forgotten about "saya the pencil" when he got a new pencil.

I've been using my bro's camera ever since he borrow his camera to me. I din even bring my olympus to Singapore. The camera very "siew hei" ler. Siew Hei until spoil lioa. kek sam kek sam. Just when I tho I wanted to get a new more canggih-fying camera........my first ever digital camera broke down.

haih......... my first love broke down....siew hei. Morale of the story, dun be in-loyal ler. =(

2007-12-28T09:49:00.000+08:00

I love and miss you so much.....DECEMBER.....

It’s the same feeling again….seeing and knowing that my favourite month will pass in 4 days time, I feel like I have to wait another long year…..it feels like a good friend is migrating overseas and we only gets to meet like once a year. Ohhh, December…..how I will miss you when 1st Jan comes.

December 24th is of course a day to remember for me….its our 4th Anniversary now. Still loving and cuddling like we first started (Ohhh so sweeet hor….haha). The meaning of Xmas and December has not been the same ever since it brought us together.

This year December has brought a friend together with her ex-bf. The meaning of December will not be the same to her….she’s happier and I believe she feels like she’s on top of the world right now.

But maybe this is the worst December and Xmas celebration to one of my really close friend. Hope she will be ok really really soon….. I believe the obstacles are meant to make her tougher.

2007-12-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

My Snorbbish baby!

2007-12-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

Christmas is fast approaching!

I got this very xmas feeling now "have your merry little xmas!"

Merry Little Christmas.......

Yea...all I need for Christmas, a merry little christmas feel.

December for sure is my most looking forward month of the year. My fave month of the year. The xmas musics, enlighten my heart.....feeling bless and most of all its a time to celebrate, be with your friends (oppps...yea not so much with Family tho).

Merry Little Christmas to you and me! Be in the mood......

2007-11-22T09:23:00.000+08:00

I am torn in between to stand firm or let lose.

When someone else have greater power, while I am the lesser one, what should I do?

When my gut feels tell me that, "JO, stand firm if you think its rite"

But somehow, I feeel helpless. I feel like giving up and just let it be, less headache. But I feel like a coward if I do not stand firm, I feel useless when I dun stand firm.

Maybe I need to be stronger, but I have not enough strength. Maybe when I stand firm, that's when I learn to defend. When I fight till the end, I will become stronger.

But somehow, gut feels tells me too that, that power is too big...too strong for me to empower.

Fight till the end?

2007-10-19T10:54:00.000+08:00

It is some-weather. A rainy friday morning.

Kind of a depressing mooody rainy friday morning.

Weather like this reminds me of my schooling days. Dunno why, its a depressing rainy friday morning now but back then I love rainy morning.

2007-10-17T17:08:00.000+08:00

Feelings.Love.Dreams.

2007-10-16T17:34:00.000+08:00

A destination that is unplan - its exciting.

Because the journey is more important than the destination.

Life is like a journey and what we wanted or plan for our future is like the destination.

So, I fancy the idea of cherish the journey and think about the destination.

get whut i mean?

2007-10-09T10:20:00.000+08:00

(And this is what I was typing on a Saturday nite, when my bf peeps me and I close the window)

Do you have a belief?

I belief in things happen for a reason.

I am an optimist.

Always when I miss a train, I would tell myself "Ohh, if I were in the train, some accident would have happen. I would have die if I am in that train. So, I miss the train for a reason"

I belief in this - being an Optimist and that things do happen for a reason - will make you a better person and lesser complaint.

Many times, and often...I will miss my home, my parents, my sibling, my pet, my family, my friends. I only started missing them, when I was far away from them. Feelings do happen for a reason too. I moved out of home, and I started to miss everything that I once own and take for granted.

Many times, we complaint why things happen, if we try to reason out, things happen for a reason, and it make so much sense.

Being an optimist, I think that every difficulties in life is a learning, its some adventure that shape us a better human beings.

I am an optimist.

The table cloth was stained with some beer-stain. It brings me back to the moment. So it stained, for a reason, now? Well, yay...I am an optimist.

Of all that I belief, I belief that I know him for the most percious reason. Self-discovery. If its not him, I always thought that I freak-out by commitment, that I am materialistic, that i think money is the most important, that one IQ and EQ can only be measured by education level. Knowing him and becoming his soul-mate, is the most precious gift god has given me, and yay, I am an optimist.

I want to thank him for my self-discovery. Self-discovery is a process that its so hard to understand but yet so absurb cos we are trying to understand our own self. Irony....

(and just imagine, I was typing about me appreciating him, and was asking if I'm wirtting him a farewell letter. How cute!)

I belief not knowing the future makes us cherish each other more. I belief if everyday is a one more day - we will cherish everyone more, even someone we ignored, will become special on that day.

I am an optimist and yay, something that I am always proud of.

I am an optimist who belief in things that happen for a reason, and belief that having a "belief" is like you hav a hope in life.

I hope you will start believing in something, but first you have to believe in yourself.

I believe that I am an optimist! Yay!

2007-10-09T09:51:00.000+08:00

Remember my last post?

I hav been doing quite some thought about it. That is why, I choose to stop blogging for sometime.

and it was a Saturday nite, when I was so down and I was typing some words out from my lappie. Just some feeelings that I was encountering at the point of time.

my bf was peeping me as i type, and suddenly, without realising, i close it and he felt awkward. And he asked "you typing me a break-up letter?"

I was laughing cos it really sounds like it. As I saw him standing behind me, I quickly close the window.

"Nolarr...I am typing something. " I wanted to share my thoughts with him. But its really hard to explain.

and I came to realised that, there are actually something running in my head that I actually never discussed with anyone else before, not even the guy that sleep next to me every nite. Its not a betrayal, but maybe everyone has their own little privacy thought. It was like its not an open book topic. It's something that's hard for me to explain, not even to any closest friends.

and I was thinking....all this thoughts sho b my blogs entry. wouldnt it be meaningful, someday I read about my thoughts again.....

A revamp...a revamp.

Creativejo.blogspot.com is all about my deepest thoughts....some thought that I never discuss with anyone else before...but u can read my mind here. But, maybe dun ask me why I think certain ways when u meet me, I might not be able to explain. I wouldnt mind somebody read my mind, cos I just dun want to talk about it.

Its just me, or maybe its normal. Its hard to express something deep inside. Its like onli I can understand....and its hard to share the thoughts.

2007-07-27T12:29:00.000+08:00

A lil bit nervous and I hav expected to worst to be "I think its best to operate it!"

So I'm well-prepared!

So I took a DEEEP Breath before I went in.

So thn Doc starts to explain and draw me something tat look like this (If I recall clearly ha)..

So here's the story (If I understand correctly...)

The thing on top (located in our brain) will produce TSH. When we have enough T3 and T4 is will slow down the thing on top to produce more TSH. But in normal case, tho it will slow down but TSH will be within normal range. My case is slightly different where, I have a thing call TSHAB (an antibody). I have sufficient of T3 and T4 and so it results in thing on top to produce slower than normal cos this TSHAB thing causes it so.

Hmmm dun ask me futher question cos I wun be able to answer. hahaha.

So I asked doc "Ohhhh (as if I so understand), so what does that means ah?"

Doc "means, there is no harm and u are still under control. Dun worry much"

SO I HV PREPARED FOR THE WORST and now I AM OK???????!!!!!????

hahahaha....what a happy ending! hehe. So peeps, thanks for the prayers u gave me, I am actually still "OK"

YAY!!!! and now I'm on top of the world again with two hunks??????? and if I hv a body like tis girl, I could FLY lioa. haha.

and oh yea, doc realised that I hv lose a bit of weight, he says "hmmmm, dun lose too much. Min you could go is 56kg. not lesser than tat"

So means, I have 3 more kgs to lose. But after the first 2 weeks, the weight kinda stagnant at 59kgs. HMMMM....!

2007-07-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

POPO MY HERO

Yet another year has come. Granny's birthday is always a great opportunity for family gatherings.

This year, we had our dinner at a Fine Dine Chinese Restaurant "Spring Garden" @ Crown Princess. and its EAT ALL YOU CAN! haha. With 50% discount sumore, I think the eat all you can was quite a bargain. And the food was OK but we rated the service as kinda BAD tho.

Do you actually hv a fave granny...you know like ur mum's side or ur dad's side granny that you favor? haha...I do hv favourite leh. My POPO is always the best granny ever. She is open minded and humourous and quite $^%$^&%$&!@ at times. ahaha we really love her a lot.

Happy Birthday to my beloved POPO...she is 81 this year and still a leng-lui! Mum is always proud of her mum saying that "Ah Poh complexion still very goood...and she still looks good in photos" and I agree mum.

What about my mum then, I am proud to hav her as my mum too. I show you prove....

Joe "Mi, come we take picture"

Mum started posing and she felt awkward when I do the self-shooting post. haha. And snapped, we took a kawaaii shot which I really really LIKE! Self-Shooting with mum and mum has potential leh. She look so YOUNG and a CUTE mum in the pic. Dont u agree?

Jess msged me on msn "Eh tat's ur mum ah???? LOOOK SO YOUNG LEH. How old is she?"

Joe "You guess lah"

Jess "40++"

WOW, Mum must be SUPERLY VERY VERY HAPPY!. Dun think my mum will wan me to reveal her real age (so obvious) here but she is way ahead 40 now. She was born on 1947, so u calculate lah how old is she. =p

Some great food and tong-sui.....heard say shark fin very BAD. So dun eat shark fin lah. I anti-shark fin alredi. =p

Below are the photo session pictures in front of Spring Garden. We thought the deco was quite nice, but the funny part was that earlier, we laff at a bunch of factory workers from Yeo's making a hoo-hah about the deco and hav some chain photo session on the backdrop but now OUR FAMILY even bigger hoo-hah. wahahaha. *LOL

WE ADORE THE BACKDROP so much that we didnt even wanna move to another place.

Some Random pic (see more from http://www.flickr.com/photos/9067974@N02/page2/ )

So photo sessions usually means time to bid FAREWELL again. Everyday will be POPO's buffday if we show our respect and love to her always. And Of course, we love her and respect her for who she has made us become. POPO always my hero. Ask her about those days stories, she can amazed you.

On the other story....

As promised some pic of my new crib ( more on http://www.flickr.com/photos/9067974@N02/ )

My crib is pretty cosy and simple. I like it! =)

2007-07-18T15:52:00.000+08:00

Check out my latest pics.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/9067974@N02/sets/72157600878811674/

I call it a night of good food + blow water-ing (chui sui). haha.

2007-07-18T11:20:00.000+08:00

For a moment, I was thiking.....

"UMMM, we are now in the middle of the year edi and moving more towards year end di. Its time to re-look into the new year resolutions lah......"

New year resolutions will only be meaningful when we REALLY mean it, rite? So time to do some review and see if there is any of the resolutions that need to be strengthen....

So JOE gotta have tat consistent determination......

1. Save Money - aiming 15% of the 12-mths salary
Status so far : I think this can be achieve if the next 5 mths I spend my money really wisely. Moving house has cost me a BOMB!!! and there's where most of my saving goes to.

2. Drink lesser alcohol
Status so far : I DID IT! Kinda hate alcohol nowadays. haha.... =) Something to celebrate, ya. tick!

3. Short Trips in Msia / Asia Countries
Status so far : Been to Spore & Hong Kong. and Korea soon...in Oct. Another tick!

4. Cut the extra fats - aiming 5kgs
Status so far : Due to recent determination....wahaha I hav so far lost 3kgs!!! Ganbate!!

5. Kick-Start the side biz
Status so far : YEA...kick-started but just tat biz not tat gud. wahahaha. Another tick I guess....

6. Pick Up the habit of eating supplement pills
Status so far : UMMM....on the way...on the way. ahhaha. Tryin my best to make it a habit.

7. Lesser Complaints
Status so far : And I think I DID is fairly well. Umm, dun see much of complaints, rite? hehehe... Another tick!

8. Start exercising
Status so far : Swims 2 times a week. wahahaa... SO TICK!!!! kaka...

9. Learn how to cook - esp Tom yam
Status so far : Loy and Me has been doin lotsa cooking nowadays and yea I did make my own tomyam (but with tomyam paste lor) hahahaha. Kinda tick rite? TICK!

10. Join / Support a charity program
Status so far : FAIL misson so far.....(pai seh ah). I did register my name as a free volunteer but no one call me bc. HMMM.... I shall see what more can i do.

WOW...So the not-bad, rite? Out of 10 new year resolutions - I hav tick-ed on 5 leh!!! and 4 almost there-tick. hahahaha.....

FEELING KINDA PROUD!!!

So what's urs and how far hav it comes true??? HEHE

2007-07-16T10:11:00.000+08:00

You know what it feels when u are on top of the world

and then suddenly.......

just smash you back to ground and hit you really really bad!!!

I thought everything should be fine....things just seems really good. Good life...Good working environment...the new change has brought me a new hope.

EVERYTHING should be tremendously GOOOOOOD lor.

Not until when I know, health is the most important of all. Wanna live a good life, you gotta have good health.

THYROID-ness - once haunt me again.

Skery skery skery skery. It was 3 mths ago...that I felt so light, that it was at last ok and hoping each day that it will just be normal for the rest of my life. But the fact is that it is just not so easy to get cured. There is no cured no prevention no whatever - nuttin that I can do. It just comes bc as it wants and goes whenever it want.

If there is something that I can do to prevent...at least I could feel that I'm doin something to fight it from comin back. But this is like - NO PREVENTION. Doc never ask me to prevent anything, not even seafood.....but some experienced aunties did ask me to eat lesser seafood....not so much of seaweed.....no so much of alcohol. I did all that ok......less drinkin, less sotong-ing....

Haih...Mum is be worry sick again.

I am really sad because of the fact that - Doc might suggest for an operation which I have been trying to avoid. OPERATION leh.....skery skery skery skery!!!!!

SIGH!!!!!!!

2007-07-13T16:02:00.000+08:00

Updates Updates

I was quite tight down with campaigns after campaigns recently. Works got loaded suddenly which I am not complaining but seriously thinks its good.

BRAIN QUENCHER!

Anyway....updates ya, have move out from SS2 and now staying at my new lilttle small CRIB at Tropicana. haha. Update some pic of my crib soon. Life now is pretty much like any newly wed couple....haha (but difference is that we are not married).....the first day when bf came bc from work, he says "Gosh...it feels like we are married now!" Which make me laff but ponder.....why not we tie the knot, hor? hahaha....

My diet plans - Seriously it WORKS. For the first time I have this super motivated determination, which I have not been having rice and selecting the right food to eat. Guess what, I lost 3kgs in just 2 weeks. I am amaze myself.....!!!!

But something was not right recently, in regards to my health. I could feel like "Thyroid Times" again. It has been like dat since 1 mths bc....but am not accepting the fact. But took the courage to go for blood test result yesterday....everything is normal except for TSH...too low.

Doc says "You prone to hypertension again...."

JOE responded with a BIG SIGH..........

2007-07-03T10:00:00.000+08:00

I went to watch "200 Pounds Beauty" last few weeks after a few pestering from Jessie. She said review said the movie is good. The unexpected it to be a good movie me, just went for the movie.

Surprisingly.....it is really GOOD! and it's now one of my fave Korean movie after "My Sassy Girlfriend".

I LAUGH and I CRIED! This is the kind of movie which I will give a thumbs up!

I have always love fairy tales movie like this. Because I cant narrate my own fairy tales cos it's almost impossible to make my own fairy tales....so I watch "fairy tales" movies to sort of like ummm....give me the feeling of how great when fairy tales does happens.

Watch this movie and you'll starts to ponder.....I dunno if you will ponder but i did ponder. How we always feel disgusted with really really fat and messy people and how our perceptions have made them feeling really small and low-self esteem.

Guys who have special treatment towards pretty gurls and treat the not-so-pretty one as ummm, some sort of freaks! Dun u just hate that.....altho no matter how much we tell ourself dun judge the book with its cover....but how far can we practise that?

Its always better to be the prettier one!

Ohh BTW, check out the soundtrack that I is on my playlist - 200 Pounds Beauty OST.

2007-06-28T10:54:00.000+08:00

She is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

So cute so cute so cute so cute!!!!!!

"WHATEVER!!! hahahahaha

Seriously, I even dreamt about Baby Ally ala Paris Hilton style....*LOL

2007-06-22T09:34:00.000+08:00

I kena-ed FRAME by **tut tut yesterday morning. Blood pressure rised!!!!

**tut tut was being really RIDICULOUS. To me, he was so childish lah. Big man like him, will wanna frame a fragile lil lady like me. Thinking that I will not know the truth,comon.....C.S.I also always tell us lah, the more you hide something, the more easier we can find out, right?????

The thing is that, haih..knowing the fact that its not my fault BUT I still needs to listen to his so-call judgement on me - saying that I did not do my ** well, it was such a TOTTURE!!

HEEEEELLLLLO, knock knock on his head (I could only imagine!!!) - Miss Joanne Ong aint gonna say SORRY lor. I actually think twice if I should be saying sorry while he kept on saying that its my fault - thn i decided -

NO, JOANNE ONG AINT GONNA SAY SORRY THIS TIME!!!!

Too much too much.

And so a phone call like that ruined my whole morning. But Jess quoted "let it go with the wind". hahaha. GOOD ONE, let it go with the wind!!

Schold me huh, there shall be a pay-back time. wahahahha. No lah, not so revengeful geh.

Just wanna make this post to let you all know that - JOANNE ONG KENA BULLIED BY **tut tut.

p/s : Apart from being a pain in the arse, **tut tut is a nice guy lei geh. sigh!

Well, ok ok...let's move on. Dun wanna make **tut tut such an important issue. hahaha. Wait **tut tut will "PERASAN" one! But dun think **tut tut is reading my blog lar. BUT just to be safe, **tut tut's name and his relationship with me will not be reveal. wink wink o(*_*)o

SECOND ISSUE

I was despatching a cd to Deccee's house (in SS2) just now. and on the way there...my bf told me : "This road lah...a gurl was kipnaped and almost kena rape!"

JOE IN SHOCKED "HUH!!!!!! Kena kipnap...HERE???????!!!!" - the road was actually right in between a row of shop lot and houses.

BF "Yea..it was on yesterday newspaper. She was in her car, parked at the side of the road and a gurl came and knocked on her window. Thn hor, she winded down her window and the gurl that knocked on her window...took a knife or parang (cant remember) out and halakan kat the gurl."

JOE STILL IN SHOCKED!!!

BF conts "Thn 2 guy came and pointed knife at her also.....and wanted to rob her. But she has no money..so they drove her to the nearest ATM machine. But mana tau, so malang...ATM all not in service cos dah late at nite edi. The guys feeling em-song, so they tried to rape her. But lucky she managed to escape"

JOE STILL IN SHOCKED!!!!! but relief that she was ok....

wow...what has happen to our country????? A gurl pairing up with 2 guys (and they are all chinese) to rape an innocent UM-Student. OMG!!! SS2 is now I think one of the most dangerous place to live. Snatch thief berleluasa...it's like legal to snatch ppl's bag...and now...KIPNAP and RAPE!!! Gosh.

DAMN SKERY LAH.

Gurls, we need to be really really extra alert of our surroundings. Haih, so sad rite, our safety now is like 99.99% on risk when we just step out from the house. Sometimes when I was alone at home, I also takut that some strangers will break in... haih. My mum is like 24/7 worried about my safety and always remind me to be extra alert. SIGH!!!

2007-06-19T14:08:00.000+08:00

I have a GOAL now.

Joe SHOUTING : I wanna lose weight!!!!

I am now weighting at 61kg. I am targeting to lose 5kgs in 2 mths time.

Its really time to really be serious about it. I no longer can fit into all my fave bajus. damn kek sam one you know. And I wanna look "SLIM" again! hahaha. No-lah not slim till tinggal bone aje, must be those Pretty-Slim type lor hor. haha.

My new-colleague, Wan Yi is my new inspiration. She is a success story herself. She lost 4kgs in 1 mths plus time. So, I target 5kgs in 2 mths...not too ambitious, hor?

So check out the brand new ME in 2 mths time. I must make it!!!!!!

Check out the space for a new me!!! wahahaha =) and the frequent updates of the progress.

I MUST BE REALLY SERIOUS THIS TIME. NO MORE DEVIL, OK.

2007-06-18T11:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

So what does a 25 years old Birthday Gurl did on her Birthday...

1. My ideal situation : at 12am, I will be having some really good drinking session at some up-market pubs i.e Laundry bar and u noe, play some beer games and just go wild with my crazy frens.

Instead we....

cheers with a small bang of beer glass drinking "Snow Beer" @ a very uncle look Kopitiam somewhere in Kepong. And we ber-chui-sui about our work life, talked about insurance, and just basically ber-kaypo bout just anything that we could think of.

2. My ideal situation : On 16th June, a sweet-escape to somewhere really relaxing for a 2D1N trip. Somewhere Penang ke, Pangkor ke. And have some great time with my hubby.

Instead...

BF needs to work, so I went out cheong-k with Jessie and friends. Coughing like mad tat day, sang like shit. End up I think I sang not more than 5 songs tat day. After cheong-k, went for a shopping sphree. Not too bad, managed to get what I wanted, a west, leggin (dunno if it spells this way) and a tube top. My birthday gift to myself? hehe... Spent around RM150 for the whole day.

At night, BF belanja me makan sushi kat Ming Tien and a plate of chu-cheong-fern. UHHHH, where is my candle-light dinner, rite? hehhee.

Then at 12am - went for Fantastic Four movie.

So, how does my birthday sounds like? Pretty exciting, eh????? HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!!!!

And sometimes, I would think that Birthday is a time where you test yourself in your friend's heart. =)

Birthday Message started at 12.01am 16th June

12am at Kopitiam : Loy, Jessie, Deccee, Amos, Aun Nee, Owners of Kopitiam : HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Then BF at 1.30am, upon reaching home, he gave me a birthday card which says :

(tut, tut, tut, tut (hahahha) too shy to tell you all lah. very lame one! haha.)

7.20am : Mum called "Still haven wake up? Happy Birthday ah!"

9.30am : Sam Yi Ma called "Sang Yat Fai Lok ahhh!"

SMS-es
Lydia : Happy Bithday Gurl

Ah Yan : Hie Leng Lui, HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2U..

Mabel : Hey Happy Bithday women. welcome to 25 years old club.

Meng Kit : Happy Birthday 2 U. Wish you have a good year ahead.

Liew all the way from Spore : Happy Birthday. Get Older alredi.

Sonie : Yo...Happy Birthday...

Tien Fu (my insurance agent : your big day...Happy Birthday

Lee Yong : Happy Birthday my dear fren. Older 1 year edi.

Bowah : Happy Birthday...big gurl lioa, sang sang seng seng! Enjoy your birthday..

Fong Lin : Happy Birthday dear!

Pei Yee all the way from Spore too : Hey Happy Birthday, Luckily masih sempat..haha.

Yan Thing called me to wish me "Happy Birhday"

So, that's how the birthday ends and I thank so much for all whose wishes me. And to those that did not wish me, I know you might have justr forgotten that its 16th June, Joe's BIG DAY!!!. haha. Seriously, wish or dun wish, everyone who treats me as friend, you will all be in my heart always! Love ya all!!

and this my current msn conversation with sui poh :

she started w/o saying hie.... straight goes to :

The P3i says (10:56):
5 mins - 10 ml

The P3i says (10:56):
60 mins how many ml ?

+jayzophrenia+ o(*_*)o says (10:57):
u DIN WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY

The P3i says (10:57):
aiyo. seriously i forgot the date liao

The P3i says (10:57):
happy belated birthday yea..

+jayzophrenia+ o(*_*)o says (10:58):
haha..

2007-06-15T10:22:00.000+08:00

I have a really weird dream yesternite.

The dream :

I dreamt that I am a mummy and had given my baby away since she was born. And I have given her to a really close relative. I remembered in that dream, when I saw my baby with her new family, I felt a pinch in my heart. It felt so real. Its like, I wanna own her back and have her back in my life.

Found her virtually, she is so CUTE!

And then, dunno why it jumps to a situation where because of the baby, her new family wants to KILL me. It was kinda skery and its like a nightmare, being chased and murdered.

Its like a movie!

-And so its the end-

So I woke up, rememebering the dream and wonder, why such a dream. Come to think of it, maybe it has something to do with uhh, feeling regret and how we will wants things to work better but the decision that we have made didnt allow us to turn back time. Haih, I dunno how to really explain in words, but the dreams actually tells me to believe in it.

Anyway, apart from the dream I'll be 25 tml. QUICK, WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY. haha.

Will share with you some of my philosophy of being a 25 years old adult soon, when 25 arrives. hehe.

2007-06-13T16:19:00.000+08:00

SALES!!!!

I have always admired people who has the ability to sell stuff online. So, I gathered some information and start exploring with a friend.

We went to stock up for some nice looking ear rings, which we really really like. However, the stocking up purpose is not for us to wear it, but its for us to SELL in via online. We are 1 lady and 1 pragnant mummy who are interested in accesorise, so thought we should start doing some business.

I like wearing ear rings range from small to big in size, from black to colorful colorful ear rings, from retro to classic in style. Small things can makes wonders too.

Do you "heart" wearing accesorise also? If yes, maybe what I have something that you like.

The below ear rings are all for sale.

The Goldie

The Retro

The Classic

The Elegant Collection

The Sexy Lacey (Black, white, Orange, Baby Blue, Purple, Pink)

We have more actually. But will upload them into a photo sharing site, for your easy viewing. Will post up the link soon.

We are selling all the above ear rings at RM3 each. NOTE: exclude snail mail charges. range from 30cents (depend on the weight).

Buy 3 will get one mystery gift (WHOA!).

If you are interested to purchase, can drop me a msg or email me at evil_semut@yahoo.com and I will call you back and see how can I deliver them to you.

BTW, as an extention to our business, if you are looking for bulk ear rings (like 100 pieces) for events or just anything, we can lend you a hand too. Just drop us a line and specify what kind of ear rings you are looking for and we will be able to assist you.

2007-06-13T15:53:00.000+08:00

THE BOSS AND I CASE

SETTLED! I had a long thought yesternite, feeling depress and all, then I decided to shoot him one apology email this morning.

Boss replied "Apology Accepted"

At last, its settle and I felt much more lighter now. Need not to feel guilty anymore.

So saying sorry and admiting my fault has save myself. HEHEHHEE. I just want myself to feel better. =)

Happy Tree Friends in Yellow Man Version

2007-06-11T17:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Tree Friends in Yellow Man Version

This is really FUNNY!!!

Feeling Lagi Guilty

2007-06-11T16:31:00.000+08:00

4.30pm already.

My boss has not mentioned a thing yet about my "WRONG". He forgotten about it already or ummm, he too dissapointed that he dun want to mention about it eh?

SIGH. SILENCE is even worst you know. Making me feeling damn weird and damn quilty now. Now i would rather that he will schold me and talk about it. Will feel much better.

But since he din mention a thing about it, I think I should just keep as silent.

Well, we are not silent as in like cold-war like dat. We did talked but just tat its like he has forgotten about the whole incident.

Good thing or bad thing? I just felt very not comfortable the whole day like until now. The worst payback ever. Its like been haunting me since last Friday. GOSH.

My buffday is coming....I dun wanna be haunted by this incident lah!!!!!

Pls divert my thinking....few things coming up actually :
1. Buffday soon
2. Moving out soon
3. Need to shop for furnitures

Comon, I got so many things coming up. THINK OF OTHER STUFFF!! and forget about the mistakes lah. Said and done lioa, kan?

You know I could imagine now, why some ppl can feeeel so regret of their mistakes that they cant forgive themself, esp those that u noe because of their mistakes, it causes a life.

Lucky me, am not a Doctor.

I'm wrong lioa lah..sorry boss!

2007-06-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

WRONG DECISION. I'm WRONG lioa!

SIGH!!!!!!!!

Bad day bad day. Dont feel any better, tho I keep on telling myself that "ITS A BAD DAY!" its not helping.

As mentioned, I was on a work trip to Ipoh and Penang since yesterday. So yesterday was at Iph and event ends at bout 7pm. So the next day schedule starts at onli 3pm. So I was like, since there is plenty of time, I tho for a moment, why not I stay one nite at Ipoh spend some time with Yan and Lee Yong. After a few thought, I was like - OKLAH, I take bus to Penang tml on my own. Planned to meet them at Auto City, so I bought my tix to make a stop at Butterworth and take a cabbie there to Auto City.

So I enjoyed myself so much that nite in Iph, hardly hang out with Yan and met up with Mei Yoke too.

At bout 9.45pm, received a miss call from my BOSS. Blahdy hell, I thought....ummm, something muz be wrong jor. He must be mad cos I did not follow them to Penang tat nite and went on my own, and bravely make my own decision to meet them at Auto City the next day.

I wanted to call him bc, but BATTERY WENT FLAT pulak. Bad day or what!!!!

So then, thinking not much can be done about it, since I am at Iph and the rest of the ppl alredi in Penang.

Ok, lemme just skip the part when I felt teriibly horrified went I have no idea where Butterworth and Auto City is.

So then, I took a cabbie and reached Auto City and saw the SIC trucks were there. RELIEVED at last!!!

I saw John (the event organiser). RELIEVED AGAIN

BUT DEPRESSION JUST STARTED TO HAPPEN

He said "What happen to you....??"

Joe "MY BATTERY WENT FLAT. Cant on it, and I cant remember anyone's number"

Then he made a call to my boss and pass it to me, he said "Alan was looking for you"

I GULPED

"JOANNE ONG, I AM VERY DISSAPOINTED WITH YOU!!!!!!!" (he's mad, I can tell)

I was thinking OPPPPPPPSSSSS I'm in deep shit now.

Deep deep shit definitely.

So he started to ummm, not to say schold cos he din yell at me lah. He was dissapointed. Ok, so he was saying :

"I did not send you to visit your relatives. Where were you?"

Joe answered "I was at Ipoh... (sked)"

"Do you know there is a briefing this morning?????? You were not there. I am so dissapointed. How if there is something wrong and you were not there!! What time did you reach Penang? Who say u can go on your own. Why din u call and ask me first!!!.........and so on and so on!"

JOE KEEP QUIET!!!!

"Sorry Sorry Sorry...I have checked the schedule and things are suppose to starts at 3pm. So I thought......."

BOSS "You thought what....." You can imagine how the line goes then.

SIGHHHHHHH!!

My explaination (and I dun think anyone will accept my explaination)
1. I have checked schedule with client and John. Event is to starts at 3pm at Auto City.
2. Client did told me that there will be a media briefing but she had already briefed me in
Iph and the thing is that it has nuttin much to do with media planning. Its out of my job
scope.

I know, maybe I am really irresponsible. Too simple minded. I did not know that the brief will be like so important. But my boss exagerate a bit kwa. Cos when client sees he, she also din say anything about it.

But I was wrong. I felt teribly bad now. Feeling really really bad.

Lesson learn : Work trip is meant for work. Its not FUN ok. Most of the time, I need to ponder and think "what the heck should I do except taking pictures and make sure that the roadshow did jalan smoothly"

Haih, I think my boss will wanna KILL me when I'm back. Or maybe worst still lost trust in me, hor?

And if he nags me again, what should I do????

Answer him "ENUFF LAH, WRONG IS WRONG. So what u wanna do now??? KILL me!?"

SIGH...haha but obviously I will not do that...all I will say is "SORRY lah boss. No more next time (repeat and repeat till he sien lor, rite?)

Regret, totally regret. Made a wrong decision.

At one point I was thinking "Maybe i should resign!!!"

hahahahhaha

NEW ME????

2007-06-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE!!!

YEA, the whole new ME. Have been wanted to change the skin for like damn long ago. So FINALLY, the new skin.

DO YOU LIKE IT ?

Well, I LURVE it. Think is simple and umm, just simple. hehe.

But aiyah...dunno where all my achieve gone to. So sad.

will need to rush home now, so will explored my new skin more later.

Going to Ipoh tml and Penang of Thursday for Super GT Roadshow. Sien Sei! =( Will bring my laptop along. Jz called Gurney Hotel - Internet access is FREE!!! hehehe. So oklah, at least can online when I'm bored...or jz blog whatever craps is on my mind. =)

Till then, hv fun exploring the whole new BLOG. Its new, but its the same old me.

Its COOL!

2007-05-30T10:03:00.000+08:00

I just lurve my JOB more now. Perks not to say....but some experience that I cant simply get. Well I get to

· met Hannah Tan last week at SIC Super GT Media Launch (sorry lah, no picture leh......)
· Last year, Alan Tam was right in front of me, shaking hand sumore when some fans need to
q-up to see him. (Din take picture also...regret too. Afterall, its a memory worth to

remember)
· See Concerts - FOC VIP seats.
· and now, I gets to Hang around with the GT Babes - Its kinda COOL, you know.

AND AND AND...

Yesterday morning....

I WAS AT HITZ.FM STUDIO!!!!!

YEA, and and and.....

I MET UP WITH RUDY!!!!!!!!!!! Yea Rudy from Hitz.fm morning crew lah. JJ was on leave..too bad eh.

AND AND AND

I was inside the HITZ.FM STUDIOooooo....haha. Call me sampat, but chances like this, do not always comes by.

I hv always enjoyed "GOTCHA" & the "YES NO UMM AH game". JJ & Rudy...they are nasty and naughty. hehe.

If you was listening to Hitz.fm yesterday morning (29th May)...you will know why I am there. Its all about "JAPAN MALI BABES". We were there specifically for the morning crew to interview the babes.

Rudy got pretty excited when he saw the BABES, namely "Aki" & "Momoyo". He lurves his job too, I think. =p

I have been coordinating for this interview to happen for the past few weeks. And finally there I am today....inside the studio, witnessing Rudy doing his thing....he's really really naughty. Naughty ideas pouring in like every second. Now I know being a radio deejay....NEVER EASY.

With Junior and the babes in the studio..

While Rudy started to break the ice with the babes....I cant help but keep on snapping pictures in every angle possible. Post into my blog mah. But felt bit sampat-ed. hehe. I should be more professional, kan? But what the heck lah, haha. Opportunity like this doesnt always come.

With Rudy and babes

COOL!No idea why this twisties was being held by a fake paper hand inside the studio.

With Natalie....she's TALL. hehe

I'm glad that being a media planner these days is just more than sitting on her workstation and doing runs after runs, schedules after schedules. We hv evolved and its a good thing. hehe.

Oh yea, would wanna say a special thanks to Ramona, Junior, Brian & Rudy to make this interview happen so interestingly. Clients are HAPPY. And The Babes got a great time during the interview.

And me, I felt proud to be a part of this. =) and I just cant stop telling Loy about my experience. Hehe. Told him I saw his fave deejays “Lam Tuck Wing” and “Ngan Mei Yan”. They were just next studio to Hitz. Saw Pheobe too.

Below pics of me wif the 2 CUN CUN GT Babes....

I need to act-cute too when I take picture with them. Haha.

Rock You

2007-05-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

Rock you another cool web to generate codes for photo slideshows....this is even more canggih-fying. Can generate code to play game in our blog or friendster. COOL leh. hehe.

Check out lah. Quite cool....

Adopt a Turtle

2007-05-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

I was invited to the media launch of Aquaria's latest project "Adopt a Turtle". I'm pretty excited with this project. I have always love turtles or tortoise. I started loving them when once dad found a very cute looking tortoise and have it stay with us for a while. It ran away or kena flush away one day and it just dissapear without a sign. Dunno how's tat fella doin now. Hope it has long life. FYI, Friendly like playing with the tortoise. Miss it!

Back to the turtle adoption. Its only RM150 to adopt one. And FYI, as a adopter we donnot physically own the turtle but the money will goes to a fund to do research on them. Be proud to adopt one....get the certificates and they will update us on the progress of the turtle we adopt anytime when the turtle came bc. They may die...or they may survive. More details check out their websites: http://www.klaquaria.com/Adopt_A_Turtle/index.html

Am not any marine specialist nor do I do lotsa research on conservation. So I do not hv the expertise to blog here and tell you what should we do and what the research can do in details. But to save them, I think its as easy as resist to eat them or hurt them.

I always believe, to ensure that our next generation will still be able to see turtles.... we have to start keeping them alive. If we can afford to sponsor researchers to do more research on them....that will be a bonus point.

KSF has approached me. We will adopt one turtle and start doing a good deed to the world. If you think you should start saving turtles life, can just start by resisting to hurt them and spread the message across. If you hv some spare money....adopt one lah. Share with your frens...or family members. =)

Some of the pics that I managed to take from Aquaria....had a walk inside aquaria. NICE! hehe. Din expect myself to see fish-es today....so din not bring my camera along. Just took those pics using my pariah phone. But...still can see geh. =p

Self Shooting inside Aquaria

FYI, dunno wat this is call.."Baby Jelly Fish" kwa.

But its damn cute. Amazing. and fashioable too.

Its like it has lace with it. Damn nice!

So, as excited as me too?