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I am Jayzrophrenia aka Joe
Buffday .16 June 1982
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  • ♥ Wednesday, December 27, 2006

    Its amazing how your friends has become when they have grown up. Some became very mature, some became very extraordinary...some has turn really really beautiful and some just turns out to be not-the-person you knew her before - change due to evolution (LOL). And the scariest of all would be those tat have change to someone that you can never imagine she has change to tat kinda person. I mean, its just weird!

    But anyway, no matter how a person has change - I just hope that the friendship is still there lah. I respect their perception in life and hmmm, ohhhh well....maybe they feel the same way about me too. =p

    But for sure (or u dun agree?), Joe has evolved into a really simple minded-and-behave-more-innocent-ly kinda girl now. kakakakakka


    Creativejo
    10:16 PM


    ♥ Tuesday, December 26, 2006

    Justin Lo's concert - one word to describe "GENG"

    Yea, went for Justin Lo's concert already. Damn nice lar. I would say this is the best Concert that I've ever been. His talents + his sense of humour really bring the concert alive! Tho he didnt talk as much, but the way he express it all - damn cute lar! Suddenly became a Justin Lo's die hard fans on that nite - shouting and screaming and shouting and singing and dancing too. hehe. At first I was a bit piss off with the sound system cos hmmm, sounded really bad at the place where I sit. It was kinda far back and ummmm they dun hv speakers for the far back ppl. But when the concert started, It was OK...and when he sings - wow, amazing....! haha. Really damn nice lar the concert. And then something really funny happen - a guy propose for a girl to marry him during the concert. It was part of the agenda - the guy muz be somebody fr the concert's organiser team. hehe. Damn "lum" lor. hehe. and it makes the whole concert even more lively and down to earth. Justin - you really really rocks! Loving you already.... I'm falling for his voice and talent. =) The show ended with a unexpected encore fr the fans (and me of course) - he came bc on stage with full of surprise. We luv you - and we want more! Hoping for another Justin's concert. Really really did enjoyed the whole show.
    Thumbs Up for Justin!



    Creativejo
    10:07 AM


    ♥ Friday, December 22, 2006

    No mood to work luuu...soooooooo in da-holiday-mood edi. But anyway, like I have any work to do like dat...hehe. Been so useless in the office now, not wanted and not important luuuuu. Well, what the heck lar! (hehe)

    December is gonna end very soon from now....oh gosh, I really lurve December. Am gonna miss December too.

    "Jayzrophrenia lurves December"

    4 years ago....I spent my X'mas with a bunch of childhood-aka-hometown friends in Genting

    3 years ago...I had a X'mas gathering at 303, SS17. If I'm not mistaken, we were suppose to have some bbq that night and ummm, think tak-jadi at the end. Cant really remember why lioa. Then Deccee came, askin to go celebrate at a Pub with her, the bf and the bf's colleague. And so tat's when I met my current bf =p (Ok, I know I have been repeating the same story again and again...)

    2 years ago...Spent the X'mas with my Family - Aunty Maggie's family was at Malaysia at the time. We loiter around Sunway Pyramid on xmas day. Spent most of time with TC and mum.

    1 year ago......OH I was sooooo drunk. Spent my X'mas at Genting with Jessie, Deccee, Aun Nee and Friends. I was so drunk that I slept on the sink which I still cant imagine myself sleepin on the sink that nite...can never recall. LOL

    and this year.....Hopefully it will be a memorable one too....Goin to watch Justin's Concert (Yaaahuuu!!)

    Tell u more bout my xmas this year.... =)


    Creativejo
    1:43 PM



    It was a Pre-X'mas-with-Chris-Buffday-Leverage-on-X'mas-Dinner yesterday. I started to freak out already thinking of how I'm gonna miss these bunch of people. The colleagues that are as crazie and as sampat as me. hehehhe. It was really FUN, really really did enjoy myself yesterday and am sure everyone else did too. =)

    To all the colleagues, could feel myself starting to miss you guys already. Sob Sob....


    Creativejo
    12:01 PM


    ♥ Thursday, December 21, 2006

    We have 1 more week to still pen down the dates which ends with 2006......

    I started the year with new year resolutions and now ending the year with ummmm....NUTTIN happens, I guess. haha. Cant really remember what are my new year resolutions already. Maybe one of it is to have $$$$ in the bank acct - which I FAIL once again...one mth after another. haha. And now its the end of the year already and the savings is still ZERO. what a failure Joe is rite?

    Anyway, 2006 has been a tremendous year for myself, I would say. Kinda change my perception in life....of how I see things differently now. 2006 is the year when Joe has really grown up to another level which she thinks being materialistic SUX (or call me stupid, haha) Oh well, 2006 has been all about cherish the love and time that I have....Life is too short (what the heck!)

    How 2006 has change my life?
    The one piece of phrase that Joe can never forget in 2006 is when a friend asked her "what if you have achieved everything you wanted (career, wealth) by sacrificing lotsa lotsa time and love...what do you do with the wealth and career?What is your next direction then?" This is one conversation that has made me question myself. So, has Joe really grown up or simply Joe has decided to stay simple and says what the heck to material. Money is for me to survive and not for me to chase money and sacrifice lotsa lotsa things in life that we cant buy with money.....I dun mind to have more, but to gain more, we might need to sacrifice more things in life. So hmmm, its just JOE-losophy lar. Dun listen to me, u have ur own life and decide for ur own good.

    How 2006 has change my Love-Life?
    Besides the JOE-losophy that I discovered, I also learn to cherish someone important in my life which I have always take him for granted. I learn to love him and the love grows each day (tho I do fatt-pei-hei once in a while....who doesnt? Tho I think like a GUY (sometimes) but I'm still a girl (still hv PMS, de...haha) For the 1st time, Joe made an attempt to say the 2 words "Br**k UP" in early 2006 - ohh so hate to say that word now. The two word may just sounds like just any other word - but its so powerful that It made tears falls fr human eyes...make u crazie and can hurt u like u rather DIE. Its a year that my bf and I, promised to tell each other everything and be honest to one another. I dun care what the issues is - as long as we are honest, I'm sure we can go thru all the obstacles. I mean honest in the sense that just dun giv it a damn - just tell and talk about it. Seriously, something to share, I always tho I still love someone and ummm, always feel like I miss him and then I decided to tell this to my bf....and thought he will sure be super mad about me. But to my surprise, indeed he talks to me nicely and comforted me and ummmmm, I end up loving him more...and it kinda heals the doubts i hv in myself....so now, he is the love of my life and the other he will always be a good friend. Clean and Clear! haha..... So u tho it might turn out to be a mess, but sometimes....when u really tell and talk....it can be a solution u never expected! So 2006 has been good for us! xoxo....ohh btw, PMS has passed - haha. no more lau-chan edi. hee~

    How 2006 has change my Career?
    Ohhh...to be short and precise - I have succeeded to resign. Not sure if its a good thing but what the heck lar - just giv it a shot. Same shit but diff pays. Now Joe is toking money here. hahaha. What is work for afterall, money rite? I work to live....just dowan to Live to Work! =)

    How 2006 has change my relationship with my Family?
    Hmmm, One thing to cheeeeers for "My Brother is back from UK". After 2 years...and now he is back for good. Its good to have everyone in the family again. It feels nice to be able to take family pictures again.....Love them all no matter how the years counts. The relationship is good and am tryin to spend more time with them.

    How 2006 has changed my friends?
    WOW, everyone is working now. It was just like yesterday that all of us acting like a nerd during secondary school. The bookworm of the schools which guys dun really fancy us except for few exceptional pretty friends (hehe). We are all working adults now...goin to another phase of our life. Its always hard for me to accept the fact that its really hard for us to meet that often anymore. I dun blame anyone, but blame the time. Time is too tight for all of us and some of us are so far from one another. Friends will always be friends no matter how we have evolve in time. To all my friends - we have grown up together and we will keep on growing up together. Love ya all!

    'cont for more soon before 2006 ends......

    in case I din blogs on Xmas day - just wanna wish all of u a very MERRY Christmas! May Joy be by your side now and forever.


    Creativejo
    1:15 PM


    ♥ Tuesday, December 19, 2006

    I am not in a good mood to talk and I would rather just type my thoughts out. I hate the feeling of you have things running in your mind, but never get a way to express it out. I am so angry with my bf but I didnt bother tell him. But actions tell it all.....I ignored him and entirely just noddin my head whenever he asked me something. I know its not the best way to solve a problem but anyway....I just dun feel like talking to him YET. Its a small matter, I know it...he says the wrong thing...and got me angry. Well, was on PMS kwa....or maybe hormone changing. haha. Anyway, its just an excuse...PMS is an excuse to be the bitch for the entire week! haha. How nice!

    While I was mad and him makin his funny faces..trying to get me open my mouth to smile a bit at least....I got a conclusion to make - he is never a romantic guy. And I was wondering how gurls usually gets their bf make them forgive him - buying her flowers, chocs.....or maybe sendin her a really lovely sorry card.....or maybe just knee down for her forgiveness for at least 1 hour. hahahaa. Silly but cute, hor? I know my bf very well....he wun do such a thing. And that is why I am a bit bored with his way of askin for forgiveness.....always whisper into my ears and macam lim-king like tat "sorry lar....sorry lar...sorry larrr...sorry larr....(so on and so on)" until i stared at him and "CHERPK" him. =p Then he will stop and try do something else. But he knows the very next day - I will B ok... so he didnt bother to do much de lar. Sighhhh....chung wai sai jor!

    Oklar - enuff of the bf. Feel like a watchin another movie.


    Creativejo
    11:24 PM



    "I'm not scared of dying. I'm afraid of time is not enough.....I'm afraid of what I'll miss" Bailey (The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants)


    Creativejo
    10:09 PM


    ♥ Monday, December 18, 2006

    KSF is already askin for Disneyland Fridge magnet merchandise lioa....hahaha. Souvenier fr HK Disneyland. Well, Joanne Ong li pou, yau wan hang lar (now got luck lioa!) hehe. By now, most of people I knew and the whole company would know that I won a 4 days 3 nites trip to Hong Kong for 2 person. haha. WOW, rite? kekeke. To be so frank, I am really really very very damn excited. haha. Never in my life I won a grand prize before, even sometimes consolation prize also kenot get arr....li pou, grand prize, I was really STUN for a moment. It happens like tis de, Jess and I were shoutin our own name everytime there's a lucky draw (oh by the way, its a company dinner lucky draw) and soooo we keep on shouting and gettin bored after a few draws and start giving up. So then this last grand prize, I decided to give up and told Jess "I wun hv such a luck.....never won anything before" and immediately after I said that, OMG......God heard me (I guess, ahaha).....the MC announced my name and ummm - I still couldnt believe it and double check with Alan Lok and he said "YES, its JOANNE ONG" so went up the stage with full of surprise and shack hand witn Tony our CEO. Gosh...and so that's how it happens. hehehe.....

    And ohhh, my luck is really changin (I guess)...used the public phone today and umm, I got free 20cents to call....hahaha (Luck or just coincidence!) haha.

    Ok, back to the trip....Ohh yea, gettin pretty much excited now. Hopefully I get to go by next mth. Cos hmmmm....its the only time that I'm free. WOW, Joanne Ong is really goin to Hong Kong.... but hmmm, before I got the ticket, dun b so excited yet. Dun wan it to be a dream. hehe. But hmmm, its more or less a fact already. haha.

    Joanne Ong is goin to HOooooooog Koooooong.....I am goin to Hooooooog Konggggggg!!! hehe. The bf is lucky too cos he'll b goin with me. Joe and Loy is goin to Hong Kongggg! hahaha. =p

    Ohhh, anyway....just to share some of the prettiest moment during the company dinner on Saturday at Royal Selangor Golf Club. The Theme is Summer Fling....I was underdress again! haha.





    Creativejo
    11:11 PM


    ♥ Friday, December 15, 2006

    I was so not in control!!!!! Spent money again, sighhhhhhhh!


    Creativejo
    11:43 PM




    9 Dec 2006 "Dear my fren, my shop gonna hv sales on next Thursday, so if u are interested, can come early do resevation! Jz let me know, k...cya!" fr Yvonne

    14 Dec 2006 "MNG sale starts today! WOOHOO!" fr Aun Nee

    See how MNG means to women! Its a celebration to hv Sales!




    Creativejo
    1:47 AM


    ♥ Tuesday, December 12, 2006

    "We must not in trying to think about how we can make a big difference, ignore the small daily differences we can make which, over fame, add up to big differences what we often cannot fore see" Marian Wright Edelman


    Creativejo
    12:41 PM


    ♥ Monday, December 11, 2006

    I'm ummm, a bit under-dress yesternite. Well, everyone were wearing dress and I think I'm kinda very different - with Jeans. hahaha, but anyway, that's Joe, rite? Always dress-up in the tomboyish way! hehe....diff ppl, diff style lor =p

    Joe with the pretty pretty cousin sis...

    Joe with mummy



    Grace and Me


    With aunties and granny


    and opppps, now onli I realise we did not take any pictures with the bride and groom. hahaha. Terrible-nya we all.



    Creativejo
    1:39 AM


    ♥ Sunday, December 10, 2006

    I attended a cousin brother wedding yesternite. I have not been to a wedding dinner as special as this before. It was held at Taman Botani, Putrajaya. The setting of a lake with waters flowing....and we were at the side of the lake. and most of all imagine, the mood of love is there and everyone felt so relax...i would say its everyone dream wedding as well. My uncles and aunties then keep on throwing me the question of "So how, consider this?" Hmmm, how I wish lar, but dun think I can ever afford to have a wedding like this. And the main point is that - no wedding plan yet also.

    The whole atmosphere was already perfect....then we were told that the new-wed will come in with a boat. Yea...a boat! How perfect and romantic! From another end of the lake, we later could see a white boat decorated into a love boat.....with the couple waving to us. How can you ever forget this moment in your life? In a way its so romantic...and on the other hand, its really really SPECIAL.

    Will my fairy-tale wedding ever take place? hehe....dun dream hor! hahaha.... =p

    Wedding = symbol of love = commited love (hahahaha...a more serious commitment)

    I'm always excited to think of a wedding....how great it can be and how special I want it to be and i'm all set ready to hv a wedding. *LOL I wanna get dress up in a white wedding gown..looking pretty and hv all my friends around me to cheeeer me and get me drunk on my wedding night. And most of all holding the hand of my love one besides me.....and knowing the fact that he will be there for me forever and ever.....sharing every moment together. No matter thru good times and bad times, we will always be there for one another.... ohhhh how perfect, hor???

    But pls wake me up!!!!!! SLAP me!!!! hahahahhahaha..... a wedding? You must be saying "Joe, u muz be out of your mind....you never talk about wedding....you hate commitment" I dun hate commitment its just that wedding is not just about a wedding. Dun think its that difficult to plan for a wedding....or a fairy tale wedding...put some effort and umm, i bet the wedding will sure looks nice and almost perfect. The thing is that marriage is something really really serious. There are lotsa lotsa preparation before a marriage. Not just for the wedding but for the future. Financial planning....gettin a house... hmm, lotsa things to think for...how to survive with 1 kids then 2 kids then 3 kids...haha.

    but well, anyway the main point......he didnt propose also! hahaahahhahahha =p

    Suddenly Joe sounds like she wanted a marriage. Pretty unbelievable, hor?


    Creativejo
    9:14 AM


    ♥ Thursday, December 07, 2006

    Yea weekends is comin! Can you believe it its almost mid of December edi. Goshhhhh...time realllly really flies. I know I hv been repeating the same line again and again but then really wor, mid of December alredi.

    Ohh yea, 3rd anniversary soon luu. Can still remember very fresh on my mind how we first met. and all the ups and downs that we have gone thru for the past 2 years. There are sweet moments and there are really some down period where we almost break up. Now that we have the blessings to be together...its a wonder. Never know that I can ummm, b so loyal. I'm such a commitment-freak but end up having my First Love for 3 years. Its not a short period to count, but it seems like yesterday that we just met.


    The bak chi couple



    Cant be sure if there is any Eternal Love but I hope with the name of Love, we can walk our life together for the years to come.



    Creativejo
    10:46 PM


    ♥ Wednesday, December 06, 2006

    The "Smiles" are real! It was from the heart. hehe


    Yea, that's me with my colleagues. Will really miss them a lot soon! We hv grown up together for the past 1 year and 6 mths time (some maybe lesser). I see them more than I see anyone else....


    Creativejo
    12:47 AM



    I'm in a good mood tonight...cos hmmm, knowing the fact that there is nuttin wrong with mum, it does brighten up my day.

    Thank God!

    Love u mum!


    Creativejo
    12:17 AM


    ♥ Tuesday, December 05, 2006

    I just finished watching Grey's Anatomy and nuttin new lar,as usual I end up sobbing "again"...It really freaks me out to have to keep on reminding myself that someday I may lose my close and loves one.

    That is why I keep on telling myself "Joe, Cherish them before you lost them."

    Not trying to be too sentimental, but hmmm really from the bottom of my heart, I think nuttin is more important than family...esp our parents. They made the "us" today...and I dun think they raise us to be one day to stay apart from them for a long long period. If there are better work opportunity in my hometown, I'll be more than glad to stay at home and be with my parents. I truly miss them 24/7. Just wish I can be by their side and forever be their little princess like I always used to be. I cant remember for how long I hv not hug them and kiss them on the cheek. Although there are no hugs and kisses, but as long as we care and still thinks like a family...that's what matters.

    I miss home!

    What am i doin in this dirty-piece of land that are full of crimes and creepie peoples when I can choose to stay at a place which I call home.

    I really do miss home! It feels great to be at home.


    Creativejo
    1:29 AM