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she's strong

I had read about YvonneFoong's stories before from magazines, newspapers and thru Kennysia's blog I think. But did not really follow her blog until today...I was as usual, browsing over the internet...knowin the fact that by 31st March I wun b able to online @ home anymore...(superly depress).

I was looking thru Sam's photography work actually...and surprised me, she got potential....I MEAN REAL POTENTIAL. DIn hv the chance to tell her that yet....frankly, I am really impressed and felt proud too. From her flickr, I was then lead to Yvoone Foong's website.

As I was reading her stories....her life...it was not a feeling of PITY-ing her. Its more of like, I am totally admiring her. Her strength....her determination and she's smart. I am now planning to get her biography "I'm not sick, just a bit unwell".

read about her and be inspired as well. www.yvoonefoong.com

Dun think I need to review much about her as you can explore on your own via her website thru her writings.

Labels: inspiration

Creativejo
11:43 PM

A while back I was reading this article from yahoo.

Headline says : Is The One You're Dating "The One"?

It captures my attention immediately. Reason is because this registration of marriage thingy has been discusssed too much lately. I dun actually have any URGENCY to register, but I was just thinking..maybe it is time to think about it. I hav always ask myself "IS HE THE ONE?" Seriously, I really dont know. I wish there will be someone out there to tell me that "YES he is the one for you!"

I love him, it doesn't mean I doubt if he's the one..that I dun love him enough. Its just that... u know, having the thought of being with him for the rest of my life, can I ever able to do tat? and can i ever love him with all my hearts till death do us part...and can i be sure that I can still love him no matter how has he become? lotsa lotsa questions keep on running in my mind. If I can ever have an answer for all that, then I'm ever ready for a marriage.

Well, he did not propose YET (hehe).....its just tat...u know, when we are in a steady relationship, we plan for a marriage. And so, everyone started to plan for a marriage with the very basic things of owning a house...financially muz be stable in order to married. But things works a bit diff for me, all I care about is that can I promise and make a vow that I will love him FOREVER. You c, ppl plan for all the houses and money(s) which makes things very practical. But what if "the one" that they hv choosen, one day could not give her what she wanted...like umm, suddenly he bankrupt or u noe, money is jz tight, will the marriage still work out? I just wanna be firm to myself that altho one day...he cannot delivers what I wanted....I can still accept him and love him. I know it sounds a bit confusing but that's what "through good times and bad times" meant, rite? tell me if I'm wrong and tell me that "JO, u need to be PRACTICAl!"

So.....its the dilemma of "THE ONE is THE ONE?" hmmmm...

until I read Rachel Greenwald article @ yahoo. well, the articles helps me to sort of decides whether is he The One and the idea of how her husband and herself commit to their marriage. Try reading her article, its interesting and I trust me it will open your mind about commitment.
http://personals.yahoo.com/us/static/relationships_odds-couple-tango

And ummm..... so is HE THE ONE? hehehhehehehehhee, wanna know LEH?????

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COMON, you think I'll ever tell u HERE @ my blog like NOW? hehehehe.

You'll know when I'm ready to tell. =)

Labels: relationship

Creativejo
2:59 PM

DISNEYLAND lor

Nice eh?

While waiting for my hair to dry...I actually wu liao a bit playing with photoshop. hehe. And this is what I actually completed doing with the try-out. Nice mar, kan? =p

I really like the magical castle with the fireworks blossoming in the air (Pic was taken by my bf). Just decided to ummm, stick our face to the magical castle...with da faded Hong Kong Disneyland gate banner on the background....(wahaha...kiasu-ism).

Comon, tell me lar, my photoshop skill gud mou? hahaha. No one teach me one u noe...saja explore sendiri. keke. But tis picture, just feels that the color not so sharp. Tried balance up the color...but tis is the best lioa. =p

Anyway, GOOD TRY lah kan? hehe.

am listening to HKPO & Justin Live In Love with Philharmonic. Gud one!

Has not been too loyal to Jay lately? WHAT IS HAPPENIN???!@#!!!!

But Justin is really gud lar....and he's CUTE too. hehe.

Oh btw, had finished chasing Hana Kimi Drama edi. Not really a gud ending...some might says the ending sux, but then I kinda like the ending and the idea of that doesnt mean that if two persons has feelings for one another, that they muz try out to be together. Maybe its better to hv that special feelings goin on forever. Could be sweet too. hehe.

Labels: craps

Creativejo
12:30 AM

Decision

DECISION

DECIDES whether wan this or wan that.

Sigh! Decisions are hard to decide.

1. Ummm, am deciding whether I wanna move to a whole new place which is much more comfy (100x much comfy then where I am stayin now) or stay bc in this small lil room. Comfy place not so convenient, small room much more convenient. Comfy place more costly, small room..not as costly. HOW LEH?

2. am also deciding, whether I wanna subscribe to wireless or streamyx. Most probably by end of the mth...I'll be totally disconnected from internet @ home (ahem, my room). Kenot imagine how's my life gonna be..already kena quarantine in the room, w/o onlining....GOSH...i can die gah! and sumore.....I'll miss nut's stories about her new best fren...the guy who inserts finger into his patients vagina w/o askin permission. (opps, sounds like a rape!!!) kakaka. Wireless much convenient (and COOL mah! hehe) but cant dl wor!

(gosh am repeating Beyonce ... to the left, to the left (irreplaceable) again & again... dunno what song to listen to edi)

haih, 2 small matters like tis alredi make me very fan. hahahaha. how to decide for bigger matters leh. SAT BAI BETUL!

Creativejo
12:16 AM

I am not a big fan of Xiaxue but she really has that something...that some kinda thing that make her kinda famous today. Which I think at her age and with the successful portfolio she owns now, she's someone that I actually thinks she's "GREAT". Its not easy to be a successful blogger. I blogs but I dun see myself goin anywhere like what she's doing. I blog because its always been an interest of mine to just write the thoughts out, as a way to express the inner feelings.

Every now and then, I will log on to her blog and just read her blog entries..and its like a way to peep into her life. So far that I know of (and I am a loyal blogders of Kenny and Wendy), Kennysia is on KLUE but she is on TV. I enjoy watchin Girls Out Loud. Its ummm, funny and I would say....Its not as easy we think to be on TV and to host a TV show. If I were given a chance, I dunno if I really hv the courage to do it. One hv to hv a really strong quality. I think she has the strong quality. The "wow" factor. Some might say that she's like a bitch, but I would say she's very clever in positioning herself. Position herself close to some bitch (oppss) but yet she's much smarter than that. She bitch about stuff, but isn't that's what we like to hear most...when ppl bitch about something....hehe.

Actually the more ppl hate her, the more publicity she gets....its a strategy rite? See... she's clever. Like Kennysia I would say he's lovable...and hardly see a hatemail to him.....I like his style and how he twist things around to come to a point which is so obvious. As compared Xiaxue and him, I think xiaxue would have more publicity cos ppl are talkin about her....how they hate her and some defend her. And the fact that she just had a nose job...even lagi popular lar. Yet again, its gud thing to do...admiting for a nose job rather than some celeb, do nose job secretly. Altho I never agree to plastic surgery, but we should be proud of her for her courage and honesty, kan?

If you hv not been to xiaxue's blog...no harm reading @ www.xiaxue.blogspot.com

as mentioned another of my fave will be Kennysia. He's one funny guy and lovable too. haha. Like the way he review something and his POV is always sharp and umm, its like what everybody else thinks but never put it in words. Try readin his too @ www.kennysia.com

Blogger like me is for past time aje..., blogger like them...they really hv tat passion to be a successful blogger. And I do admire them. Not a Fan but I admire their words.

Creativejo
11:30 AM

and so the weekend will ends in 2 hours time. 2 days bc @ hometown, I just felt so homie and warm. Now bc @ KL and needing to start the workin-week again, sigh a bit depression. =(
But well, I should have felt gud actually cos I jz came bc fr a 5 days holidays last week but still...it is never enuff. I want a 1 mth kinda holiday where I can really relax and just let the mind shut down from anything else but to focus on a totally relaxing holiday. hehe.

Anyway, this weekend went bc and met up with one of my old skool mate & one of the best-est friend. Chit chatted and jz feel gud to be able to catch up with old friend and exchange POV. She gave me a whole new perspective about my thoughts too which somehow, helps me to decide.

I really hope what I am thinking now will last forever and will not even think back in time and feel regret ever again. I should be BLESS with what I have now esp to hv so many friends that support me and the best-est family ever....and of course a soulmate, a best friend... an eternal friendship that I own now.

I hope my belief in "Makin Life Simple" will always be with me. I really wanna make life simple. A life that is simple and can brings happiness to myself. To own a love-story of my own that is simple and lovely. A family that counts nuttin but the value of being together.

Makin Life Simple!

Creativejo
9:50 PM

FUHHHhhhhh....at last I have some time to blog now. Been busy these few days after my so-call honeymoon break. HEHE. Well, it was like a honeymoon - u noe, goin with da bf and umm spending 5 days together but funny thing was that we sleep on diff beds (lucky not diff room...hehe)..no joke man, we really sleeps on diff bed. haha. Weird eh. Dunno why the tour agent get us a twin bed room instead of a queen size bed room.

Well, as u can see from the pictures, I do look happie n am enjoyin myself to the max. hehe. Umm, and I do miss Hong Kong now and looking forward to visit Hong Kong again...maybe next year. hehe. Lucky I hv Loy with me, cos his sense of direction is much more better than me. If I would hv to explore the maps on my own...hehe, I think I sudah sesat dunno ke mana edi. hehe.

and ohh yea...as many would know...hehe. I saw Sam Hui's brother..Hui Kun Ying, while makaning @ a char chan teng. He looks jz like how he looks like on TV. He has this funny face..where u jz felt like laughing when u see him. hehe. He was really friendly....smiling and even wave us bye bye when he leaves. So consider lucky us...able to see a superstar like him.

Before I went for the trip, I hv did some research on what are the things that tourist muz do..and one of the top recommendation is to ride the Star Ferry. And so...I keep on babling to Loy..." I wanna ride the Star Ferry" hehe. So on day 3 while we were @ central...we took the Star Ferry to Tsim Sha Tsui. I would say "thanks to the reco, it was really great and the view is really superb." Its the best way to get up close of the nite view of Hong Kong. and wif the cooling effect of the ride, it was really great. Best thing is that its cheap...HKD1.70 onli. haha. So, if u are planning for a Hong Kong trip, remember to ride the Star Ferry. THUMBS UP!

Overall, the trip was really fun and I miss every bits of it. A moment when I can feel like I'm totally myself. hehe. 4 days of not need to pick up calls and make calls....it was just so GREAT. hehe. If can, I really dun wanna bring a HP. =p

Oh yah, jz wanna compliment Cathay Pacific. Not knowin what is the reason, we were up graded to Biz Class for our way bc to KL fr HK. COOL! haha. never ride a biz class before. The service is superb to be on biz class. We EAT non stop man. and the seat is much comfy then the Economy class de. WOW.....jz felt so relax and felt so RICH. haha. I think, this is how they promote the Biz Class to us...givin us the biz class experience which somehow if I hv the money, i really would rather sit on Biz class. hehe. THUMBS UP to CX!

I miss HK already...and miss the Biz Class experience. =p

Creativejo
11:55 PM

Creativejo
9:21 AM

If you could feel the happiness in the faces, you'll know the reasons why I always look back in time.

Creativejo
1:47 PM

"Bad news" said mum. I was numb for a moment and things just keep on flashing in my mind which I dun dare to think futher. when mum started to talk again...I hardly dare to listen. "Fu Kor wife's pass away" and i was like "FUH" but still it was not a good news. 2 ways to see it, good news is that the bad news that mum was telling me is not exactly a bad news that affect my family. It is truly a bad news because a relative's wife just pass away.

But the news didnt pinch my heart as I expected it would be when mum said "BAD NEWS". But still the news is a shocking one. She was suspected to die of heart attack. A night before, she was complaining of heart pumping very fast....and then she just died like tat. Life is so unpredictable. She's young and a mother to a son.....who would have know that she has such a short life-span? Sigh. Mum started to panic and ask me to take care of myself and I assured her that I'm alright and in good condition.

But yesterday nite, in a sudden I felt so dizzy. Sudden dizzy....then i started to imagine, will I woke up the next day and i am dead. Dizzy could be bad too. Then I felt panic also. It really did came across my mind that when i woke up, I am no longer here with my frens and family. and when i woke this morning, I was like "wow, I'm alive". Thank God! really...do thank God for every seconds and minutes that he gives me.

Hmmm, then Cath told me her boss most probably will hv another 1 more mth life. He was diagnosed with Cancer. Haih. What is more torturing tat facing death? and his family & friends knowing the fact that he'll be away to a faraway land soon and never to get to see him again....its a helpless feelings.

Creativejo
3:26 PM

one week of work after the CNY break....it feels ummm, normal again. But seriously on Monday, I am superly R.E.T.A.R.D.E.D. haha. Why say so? cos I'm super blur, super slow and u noe its like....dunno how to do my work edi. Boss ask me to quote a 20sec rate, I gave 30sec rate. Haih, then he found out lotsa mistakes that I did....then he said "Jo, lately u are very un-organize" and I felt like I wanna terjun from 16 floor of Menara Olympia. hehe. Sad lar, cos I am really trying my very best to be not so blur blur lioa de. But still I make mistakes. Sigh. I am not sad cos my boss said that to me...its cos I felt kinda sad why cant I be more alert...be more precise. Haih. But anyway, after Monday...I'm much alert and more more semangat edi. Then ummm, my 1st time leading a meeting yesterday...and it ran very smoothly. Kinda proud of myself too. Tho its a simple meeting, but at least....I can see things organize well and umm, no scholding from Client. hehe.

Tml is Friday....heheh. Cant wait for weekends again. =)

Creativejo
8:50 PM

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