"The starting point of all achievement is desire. Keep this constantly in mind. Weak desire brings weak results, just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat" - Napolean Hill
We have 1 more week to still pen down the dates which ends with 2006......
I started the year with new year resolutions and now ending the year with ummmm....NUTTIN happens, I guess. haha. Cant really remember what are my new year resolutions already. Maybe one of it is to have $$$$ in the bank acct - which I FAIL once again...one mth after another. haha. And now its the end of the year already and the savings is still ZERO. what a failure Joe is rite?
Anyway, 2006 has been a tremendous year for myself, I would say. Kinda change my perception in life....of how I see things differently now. 2006 is the year when Joe has really grown up to another level which she thinks being materialistic SUX (or call me stupid, haha) Oh well, 2006 has been all about cherish the love and time that I have....Life is too short (what the heck!)
How 2006 has change my life? The one piece of phrase that Joe can never forget in 2006 is when a friend asked her "what if you have achieved everything you wanted (career, wealth) by sacrificing lotsa lotsa time and love...what do you do with the wealth and career?What is your next direction then?" This is one conversation that has made me question myself. So, has Joe really grown up or simply Joe has decided to stay simple and says what the heck to material. Money is for me to survive and not for me to chase money and sacrifice lotsa lotsa things in life that we cant buy with money.....I dun mind to have more, but to gain more, we might need to sacrifice more things in life. So hmmm, its just JOE-losophy lar. Dun listen to me, u have ur own life and decide for ur own good.
How 2006 has change my Love-Life? Besides the JOE-losophy that I discovered, I also learn to cherish someone important in my life which I have always take him for granted. I learn to love him and the love grows each day (tho I do fatt-pei-hei once in a while....who doesnt? Tho I think like a GUY (sometimes) but I'm still a girl (still hv PMS, de...haha) For the 1st time, Joe made an attempt to say the 2 words "Br**k UP" in early 2006 - ohh so hate to say that word now. The two word may just sounds like just any other word - but its so powerful that It made tears falls fr human eyes...make u crazie and can hurt u like u rather DIE. Its a year that my bf and I, promised to tell each other everything and be honest to one another. I dun care what the issues is - as long as we are honest, I'm sure we can go thru all the obstacles. I mean honest in the sense that just dun giv it a damn - just tell and talk about it. Seriously, something to share, I always tho I still love someone and ummm, always feel like I miss him and then I decided to tell this to my bf....and thought he will sure be super mad about me. But to my surprise, indeed he talks to me nicely and comforted me and ummmmm, I end up loving him more...and it kinda heals the doubts i hv in myself....so now, he is the love of my life and the other he will always be a good friend. Clean and Clear! haha..... So u tho it might turn out to be a mess, but sometimes....when u really tell and talk....it can be a solution u never expected! So 2006 has been good for us! xoxo....ohh btw, PMS has passed - haha. no more lau-chan edi. hee~
How 2006 has change my Career? Ohhh...to be short and precise - I have succeeded to resign. Not sure if its a good thing but what the heck lar - just giv it a shot. Same shit but diff pays. Now Joe is toking money here. hahaha. What is work for afterall, money rite? I work to live....just dowan to Live to Work! =)
How 2006 has change my relationship with my Family? Hmmm, One thing to cheeeeers for "My Brother is back from UK". After 2 years...and now he is back for good. Its good to have everyone in the family again. It feels nice to be able to take family pictures again.....Love them all no matter how the years counts. The relationship is good and am tryin to spend more time with them.
How 2006 has changed my friends? WOW, everyone is working now. It was just like yesterday that all of us acting like a nerd during secondary school. The bookworm of the schools which guys dun really fancy us except for few exceptional pretty friends (hehe). We are all working adults now...goin to another phase of our life. Its always hard for me to accept the fact that its really hard for us to meet that often anymore. I dun blame anyone, but blame the time. Time is too tight for all of us and some of us are so far from one another. Friends will always be friends no matter how we have evolve in time. To all my friends - we have grown up together and we will keep on growing up together. Love ya all!
'cont for more soon before 2006 ends......
in case I din blogs on Xmas day - just wanna wish all of u a very MERRY Christmas! May Joy be by your side now and forever.