"The starting point of all achievement is desire. Keep this constantly in mind. Weak desire brings weak results, just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat" - Napolean Hill
After 2 years..now we are gonna celebrate the CNY together with Brotha again. I guess, my parent must be happie...and of course the sista is happie as well. We are a complete team again. I remember once when I was working in Genting, and I need to work during CNY. On the 1st day of CNY, I called up home....speaking to everyone in the house, wishing everyone Gong Xi Fatt Cai via the phone....and everyone were asking me "Are u very cold? or are u having flu? why is ur voice like dat?" Joe answered "ohh..yea I'm cold....that's why" But in fact, I am sobbing...I really misss home so much that I sobbed. On that day onwards, I make a promise to myself...never to not go home for CNY.
I'm kinda sad u noe, the fact that CNY is as exciting to me anymore. Friends too. We were saying that CNY used to be very fun, very exciting....and we enjoy the process of getting to the day of CNY. Now I realise that being a kid or a teenager is really FUN. Once entered the adulthood....hmmm, lotsa things seems normal and not as exciting. I dun look forward for CNY for tat feeling anymore...its more of like "yea...holidays!" now. haha. But at least I still look forward for a family gathering. To think about it, I'm lucky. Not everyone can look forward for a family gathering. So, I'm lucky....yea, I'm lucky.
Hmmm, 3 more weeks for CNY to come. Cant wait to decorate the mui fa tree again! Its a once a year thingy....and its always me who demand for it. kekeke. Yea, another CNY look forward agenda - decorate the mui fa tree. hehe. and ohh yea, I have promised Friendly to get him a baju since last year CNY - haha. Ok Ok.....will shop a baju for him. Better keep my promise.