No Fairy Tales To Tell♥

Dunno what is the right word to describe this year CNY celebration. I know he is someone that maybe we should not miss, but somehow, I really miss his presence. CNY without him is a bit weird. Less gamble this year. Only gamble twice..and its a really short one. Won 4 bucks I think...hehe. Lesser activities this year. Even with friends also not as much fun as previous year. At least last year...we did went for karaoke but this year its all about yam char. haha. Yam char almost everynite and kutuking non-stop. hahaha. My gosh, CNY and we kutuk non stop. what a bad habit of ours. I am really scared that more years to come, the gathering will become lesser and lesser.

How I miss my younger days. CNY is always the-most-look-forward celebration. But now, it seems like hmmm...something is just missing. Friends gathering become lesser and in smaller groups. Then lesser relatives coming...not as much communication with the cousins. Lotsa lotsa things has change. And i really wonder why is this happening? Seriously, I felt really sad. And the one person that I most wanted to meet...didnt even show up. This is a year where CNY is celebrated with a weirdest feeling.

But this is the 1st year that Loy came to my house. I think my parents are happy....well, I am happie. Its my every year wish that he can come to my house for CNY...but felt bad pulak that I did not go to his place. hehhee. Everybody is asking me the same question...and my replied is "I do not hv the time...and its far" hehe. Maybe next year lar...pay them a visit. hehe.

Hmmm, so to be short....this year CNY is not as complete as the previous years. But anyhow, I do miss every second of it esp today (and I know why). Its always weird to get to see him again. I'm always torn in between miss or like or love or hate or just friends. I dunno if he has the same feeling..or maybe its just me. But this entire holidays I have been lookin forward to see him and I saw him. Ummm, then now I'm torn in between the questions that I ask myself again and again. But seriously, I think I have been thinking too much. There is never an answer to the questions. Sometimes, its better to have to felt this way.....missing someone can be kinda hard, but its a nice feeling. Never hope for more, but stay as friends for as long as I can. =0

Happy Chinese New Year!

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Creativejo
2:21 AM

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Creativejo
2:51 PM

Yo, its Valentine's Day around the corner already. So hav u tho of buying anything special for your loves one? or for the one that u secretly in love with? hehe...Seriously, I hv not tho of buying anything yet....boh money leh. I kept on asking my bf...."eh, V'sD lor, u hv any plans?" BF says "no wor....bring u go kui-pah (steak) @ Ming Tien? (LOL)" ish...giv him kik sei!

But I think think think, also dunno wat sho we do on tat day, but feel like doing something special leh. Hmm!

Ohh, actually...I got a blog to recommend. If you are looking for flowers to give/send to your loves one, can visit http://www.yourstrulyflorist.blogspot.com/ . Its a friend's blog. She can make really nicely done bouquet of flower. My graduation flower also was done by her. When is more special to send flowers than Valentine's day, hor? Haih, sigh....I hv never receive a single surprise flower before. Wish, my bf can be a bit more romantic. hehe. =)

Creativejo
12:30 AM

Been wu-liao-ing at home and went to search online for a new wallpaper for my deskstop. And OMG, I found this website which consists of lotsa lotsa cute cute pinky pinky girlie girlie wallpapers.

my current deskstop wallpaper....so cute, rite?

If you wanna search for more cute cute wallpapers can go to this link : http://search.deviantart.com/?section=browse&qh=boost%3Apopular+age_sigma%3A24h+age_scale%3A5&q=cute+wallpaper

Enjoy!

Creativejo
1:56 PM

Secretly in Lurve aka Innocently in L.O.V.E

When is the last time you are secretly in love with somebody? My last time would be 3 years ago....

I kinda know what I'm missing now. I always feels that tho I'm in lurve (very much with my bf) but just feel that its now like how I felt when I was at the age of 18 or 19. hehe. I always tho it was the flirting feeling...but now I know its NOT....its the feeling of you admiring someone and loving him from far.

While watchin Hana Kimi (episode 12)...I realise....how secretly in lurve can brings happiness to a person. Hmmm, well...it was really sweeet!

Rui Xi is secretly in love with Quan. Quan is secretly in love with Rui Xi. So SWEET!

Just refresh ur mind...and go back to the days when u will really love someone and u noe, u cant tell him/her that u like him/her...but being with him/her or seeing him/her smile can just melt ur heart and brighten up your day. SO SWEET rite? hehe.

Tell ya all a secret, I was once secretly in love with my neighbour. We are from the diff skool and hmm, he never seems to know my existance at all. But I think he's cute. Guess what I do? I mark down his timing. wahaha. Whenever he cycle back from school...I will peep him from my house window. haha. And by just peeping him, seeing him cycling bc towards his house...I alredi felt damn happie. How innoncent love once was to me! How I wish love can always be that innocent. Innocently in love...I like that! hehe. That was also once, we were cycling on the opposite direction and "BANGGGGGZZZZ!" I got bang into him. Dunno how that happens..maybe we were both a bit blinded by the SUN. haha. That was the only time that we talked. Cant really remember what we said but it could be just "Ohh sorrie!!" But I can remember....I was soooo damn happie. haha.

Its a feeling that I really hope I can own it forever. One reason why I dun like ppl to court (kau) me is because....I really dun like someone to touch ur heart then U fell for him. Its not that U alredi like him.....its cos of the things that he do that make u fell for him. Which is not sincere from him lor....he treats u so good cos he wanna kau u saja wert. Secretly in love is diff...he treats u good...u feel shy when u are around...hehehe...and he dun dare to tell u that he likes you....(waiting for the clouds to come kwa). That's the best feeling a guy can give ME. hehehhee. and w/o him need to tell me that he really loves me and proves to me that he will die for me that kind (btw, hate the PROVE to me that YOU will DIE for me!....siao ! die jor how to love you! and love aint that cheap that u can simply prove it) I will just want him to hold my hand.....and forever holding my hand. hehe. and I always prefer to confess my feelings...haha. I am not patient enough. hehe.

ohh and how can I forget that I'll miss him 24 7. Thinking about him. and talking about him to your friends. But u noe, say the bad things bout him....but smiling while talking that kind? hehe. Goshhh, those were the innocent days.

When now, I'm in a steady relationship....hmm, its a total diff story.

Why cant love always be as simple as I love u and u love me...hor? But well, I do believe its how we think the relationship sho be. If I think simple, then love can b simple. Sigh, means my mind is totally polluted. URGHHH....I wan to be simple. Jian Dan Ai!

If you are not sure if u are secretly in love with someone, try this quiz : http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=9832

If you are secretly in love with somebody, enjoy the feeling but dun wait to long to confess oh. hehe.... its a blessing to love someone.

Creativejo
6:44 PM

An email that was forwarded to me this morning. Not too sure if its really true story...but there are possibilities that it can happen. So....just beware lar, Gurls. All this stories really do freaks me out. The other night, I was as usual at Taman Bahagia LRT station waiting for cap. Waited for quite sometime....if I walk, i would have reach my house. But I insisted to wait, cos all this stories are freaking me out. Dun wan a chance for the bad guys to come close to me. But haih, taxis aren't save as well. My God, where is the safest place?

The email

"Don't work too late, Ladies, please take care and you men please tell your wife to make
Sure that they are not alone when they stay back to work. Let me tell you a true story.
There is a girl was raped and murdered. She went back to work on a public holiday with another girl, the boyfriend even packed lunch for them and later when the girls wanted to go home, the car couldn't start and the other girl's boyfriend who came to pick her up didn't wait coz the girl told them to go off first and there was a security guard helping her.She didn't come home that night and they found her body in a burnt car abandoned in a rubber Estate in Dengkil on the 3rd day. The guard reported to work and acted normal during the police investigation but when the Police questioned him again, he remembered the colour of
her clothes in detail and they noticed that the hair on his hands were seared although there was no burnt marks. He finally admitted to killing her. There was no cover up but the case was not in the papers. Don't ever trust the security guards.Be sure to keep the office door
lock.

Hey girls, Be forewarned and please be doubly, even triply cautious whenever There is a need to stay back late at work.If at all possible, leave the Plant early when there are still people around. Better yet, if there is still work that must absolutely be completed by that day, bring it home! Just heard about a rape case at a multinational company which just
happened. The victim is married with kids, she worked till 11pm. Security guard raped her in the toilet. She managed to escape and drove herself to the hospital. Next day, the other employees was shocked to see the condition of the toilet. Blood and her hair everywhere, and all the brooms and mops were broken. The police later came and arrested the
security Guard, who still reported for work the next day. However, they manage to
cover it up, didn' t come up in the news or anything.I can 't imagine how man! Y such cases have been covered up in Malaysia. (This is a sad reality)

Please girls , don't put your life in danger by working late or being negligent. You can never be too careful nowadays. Malaysia ranks number 2 in crime against woman. Please send this to all your female friends.

My extra note: guys, please tell your mom, your sister, your wife, Your girlfriends and all your female friends around you too! "

Creativejo
2:05 PM

Must be wondering why the major CHANGE? hehehe.

Was a bit itchy hand since yesterday night and feel like a major change for my blog...make it more "ME". hehe. I was actually browsing thru www.blogskins.com yesternite, and wow, some ppl can really come out with super creative and nice looking blogs. I dl-ed a few, but hmmm, template errors...so unable to load the skin up. Sigh dissapointed. But anyway, this PINK Touch for my blogs....aint it so sweet and like ksf said...so ME. hehe. Yea, in case u din know....I am obsessssss with PINK. Superly lurves Pink.

Well, decorating and keeping my blogs occupy is just like.....decorating my own room..and painting my life. hehe. A blogs tells a stories and tells about our personality too. Well....now u noe I'm the Miss Pinky....hehe.

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Creativejo
9:49 PM

I have a chat with Loy yesterday. I was telling him that my weekends are usually spend by rottening in my room, which I'm kinda sick of. But, I dun really feel like going out either cos hmmmm, shopping all the time also sien geh. So I keep on complaining and complaining, then I realise hmmm, maybe becoz he is always not around on weekends. Is that my point? hehe. Think he can sense it, then he replied me "Oklar, come I bring u go long-kai-kai" and that's how I stopped complaining and hmm....earn a smile on my face again.

See how easy for a bf to put a smile on her gf's face. Seriously, I think most gurls dun really wants $$$$ or being materialistic all the time. Sometimes, what we (gurls like me) wish for is just some simple sincerity and some caring-ness. Something that he do, that really comes from the heart....like buying you breakfast early in the morning...kissing you on the forehead while u are asleep (Gosh, watch too much Hana Kimi edi!) kekeke.

I am no guru in relationship, but thank god, am not in a relationship mess at the moment. All I want is a guy that truly loves me and can put a smile on face no matter what happens. And I want myself to be true to him too....no lie, no cheating. hehe. Someone whom I can picture myself with for the rest of my life. WHOA! sounds so easy.....

Was having a beautiful-hawker-stall-dinner at my house on last Friday. So Amos, Aun Nee and Deccee were here. Dunno why the topic suddenly change to Marriage. So we start predicting and asking whose gonna get married first.

Deccee : "I think Amos and Aun Nee lar...."

Joanne : "haih, dun wanna predict edi."

Aun Nee : "I WANT a rm400k house......."

Amos : "WHOA....rm400k" looking at us

hahaha. So that's part of the conversation that I can remember most. So now we are at the age to talk about marriage. I thought of it once...and posted in my blog. And now....I'm its the marriage topic again??!!@#$%! Joe are u sure? haha. Well, in a way I feel like settling down but I just wanna make sure that HE'S THE RIGHT ONE. Sounds selfish eh? Seriously, how do u know that he / she is the one? its hard ok. I mean love alone is not all tat's it. In order for a marriage to succeed there sho be lotsa lotsa elements to think of. I dunno where to start judge from so I question myself instead of questioning him. Because If i cant be certain, I cant judge him yet.

Q1. Can I be faithful?

Q2. Can I be a good wife?

Q3. Can I sacrifice myself to start a family yet? (its a YET, ok!..hehe)

Q4. Am I ready to make such a big commitment?

Q5. Am I really happy with him?

Q6. Can I be sure that we can live happily ever after?

Q7. Do I hv enuff confidence in him?

etc and etc.....

Hmm..see so many answers to think of. Its not easy. Not easy. But...ahem...haha. Why am I thinking of such question when he did not propose hor? kakakakaka. Pai Seh!

Creativejo
1:40 PM

Wah damn SYOIK ar today. The whole day watch Hana Kimi non-stop. Nut is so damn right, I'm addicted to it already. kekekekekke. Well, if u dunno what is hana kimi about watch the trailer above.....ohh and what so good is that you can watch it via youtube...cut the hassle of downloading and if u are like me, cant really understand mandarin that well....no worries, I found the one with english subtitles. kaka.

Originate from the manga below

If you wanna watch Hana Kimi with eng subtitles, click on this link : http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=D3C3PTIONx

Creativejo
11:41 PM

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