See how easy for a bf to put a smile on her gf's face. Seriously, I think most gurls dun really wants $$$$ or being materialistic all the time. Sometimes, what we (gurls like me) wish for is just some simple sincerity and some caring-ness. Something that he do, that really comes from the heart....like buying you breakfast early in the morning...kissing you on the forehead while u are asleep (Gosh, watch too much Hana Kimi edi!) kekeke.
I am no guru in relationship, but thank god, am not in a relationship mess at the moment. All I want is a guy that truly loves me and can put a smile on face no matter what happens. And I want myself to be true to him too....no lie, no cheating. hehe. Someone whom I can picture myself with for the rest of my life. WHOA! sounds so easy.....
Was having a beautiful-hawker-stall-dinner at my house on last Friday. So Amos, Aun Nee and Deccee were here. Dunno why the topic suddenly change to Marriage. So we start predicting and asking whose gonna get married first.
Deccee : "I think Amos and Aun Nee lar...."
Joanne : "haih, dun wanna predict edi."
Aun Nee : "I WANT a rm400k house......."
Amos : "WHOA....rm400k" looking at us
hahaha. So that's part of the conversation that I can remember most. So now we are at the age to talk about marriage. I thought of it once...and posted in my blog. And now....I'm its the marriage topic again??!!@#$%! Joe are u sure? haha. Well, in a way I feel like settling down but I just wanna make sure that HE'S THE RIGHT ONE. Sounds selfish eh? Seriously, how do u know that he / she is the one? its hard ok. I mean love alone is not all tat's it. In order for a marriage to succeed there sho be lotsa lotsa elements to think of. I dunno where to start judge from so I question myself instead of questioning him. Because If i cant be certain, I cant judge him yet. Q1. Can I be faithful?
Q2. Can I be a good wife?
Q3. Can I sacrifice myself to start a family yet? (its a YET, ok!..hehe)
Q4. Am I ready to make such a big commitment?Q5. Am I really happy with him?
Q6. Can I be sure that we can live happily ever after?
Q7. Do I hv enuff confidence in him?
etc and etc.....
Hmm..see so many answers to think of. Its not easy. Not easy. But...ahem...haha. Why am I thinking of such question when he did not propose hor? kakakakaka. Pai Seh!
