Rui Xi is secretly in love with Quan. Quan is secretly in love with Rui Xi. So SWEET!

Just refresh ur mind...and go back to the days when u will really love someone and u noe, u cant tell him/her that u like him/her...but being with him/her or seeing him/her smile can just melt ur heart and brighten up your day. SO SWEET rite? hehe.

Tell ya all a secret, I was once secretly in love with my neighbour. We are from the diff skool and hmm, he never seems to know my existance at all. But I think he's cute. Guess what I do? I mark down his timing. wahaha. Whenever he cycle back from school...I will peep him from my house window. haha. And by just peeping him, seeing him cycling bc towards his house...I alredi felt damn happie. How innoncent love once was to me! How I wish love can always be that innocent. Innocently in love...I like that! hehe. That was also once, we were cycling on the opposite direction and "BANGGGGGZZZZ!" I got bang into him. Dunno how that happens..maybe we were both a bit blinded by the SUN. haha. That was the only time that we talked. Cant really remember what we said but it could be just "Ohh sorrie!!" But I can remember....I was soooo damn happie. haha.

Its a feeling that I really hope I can own it forever. One reason why I dun like ppl to court (kau) me is because....I really dun like someone to touch ur heart then U fell for him. Its not that U alredi like him.....its cos of the things that he do that make u fell for him. Which is not sincere from him lor....he treats u so good cos he wanna kau u saja wert. Secretly in love is diff...he treats u good...u feel shy when u are around...hehehe...and he dun dare to tell u that he likes you....(waiting for the clouds to come kwa). That's the best feeling a guy can give ME. hehehhee. and w/o him need to tell me that he really loves me and proves to me that he will die for me that kind (btw, hate the PROVE to me that YOU will DIE for me!....siao ! die jor how to love you! and love aint that cheap that u can simply prove it) I will just want him to hold my hand.....and forever holding my hand. hehe. and I always prefer to confess my feelings...haha. I am not patient enough. hehe.

ohh and how can I forget that I'll miss him 24 7. Thinking about him. and talking about him to your friends. But u noe, say the bad things bout him....but smiling while talking that kind? hehe. Goshhh, those were the innocent days.

When now, I'm in a steady relationship....hmm, its a total diff story.

Why cant love always be as simple as I love u and u love me...hor? But well, I do believe its how we think the relationship sho be. If I think simple, then love can b simple. Sigh, means my mind is totally polluted. URGHHH....I wan to be simple. Jian Dan Ai!

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If you are secretly in love with somebody, enjoy the feeling but dun wait to long to confess oh. hehe.... its a blessing to love someone.