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  • ♥ Monday, March 05, 2007

    "Bad news" said mum. I was numb for a moment and things just keep on flashing in my mind which I dun dare to think futher. when mum started to talk again...I hardly dare to listen. "Fu Kor wife's pass away" and i was like "FUH" but still it was not a good news. 2 ways to see it, good news is that the bad news that mum was telling me is not exactly a bad news that affect my family. It is truly a bad news because a relative's wife just pass away.

    But the news didnt pinch my heart as I expected it would be when mum said "BAD NEWS". But still the news is a shocking one. She was suspected to die of heart attack. A night before, she was complaining of heart pumping very fast....and then she just died like tat. Life is so unpredictable. She's young and a mother to a son.....who would have know that she has such a short life-span? Sigh. Mum started to panic and ask me to take care of myself and I assured her that I'm alright and in good condition.

    But yesterday nite, in a sudden I felt so dizzy. Sudden dizzy....then i started to imagine, will I woke up the next day and i am dead. Dizzy could be bad too. Then I felt panic also. It really did came across my mind that when i woke up, I am no longer here with my frens and family. and when i woke this morning, I was like "wow, I'm alive". Thank God! really...do thank God for every seconds and minutes that he gives me.

    Hmmm, then Cath told me her boss most probably will hv another 1 more mth life. He was diagnosed with Cancer. Haih. What is more torturing tat facing death? and his family & friends knowing the fact that he'll be away to a faraway land soon and never to get to see him again....its a helpless feelings.


    Creativejo
    3:26 PM