You know what it feels when u are on top of the world

and then suddenly.......
just smash you back to ground and hit you really really bad!!!

I thought everything should be fine....things just seems really good. Good life...Good working environment...the new change has brought me a new hope.
EVERYTHING should be tremendously GOOOOOOD lor.
Not until when I know, health is the most important of all. Wanna live a good life, you gotta have good health.
THYROID-ness - once haunt me again.
Skery skery skery skery. It was 3 mths ago...that I felt so light, that it was at last ok and hoping each day that it will just be normal for the rest of my life. But the fact is that it is just not so easy to get cured. There is no cured no prevention no whatever - nuttin that I can do. It just comes bc as it wants and goes whenever it want.
If there is something that I can do to prevent...at least I could feel that I'm doin something to fight it from comin back. But this is like - NO PREVENTION. Doc never ask me to prevent anything, not even seafood.....but some experienced aunties did ask me to eat lesser seafood....not so much of seaweed.....no so much of alcohol. I did all that ok......less drinkin, less sotong-ing....
Haih...Mum is be worry sick again.
I am really sad because of the fact that - Doc might suggest for an operation which I have been trying to avoid. OPERATION leh.....skery skery skery skery!!!!!
SIGH!!!!!!!