No Fairy Tales To Tell♥

It is some-weather. A rainy friday morning.

Kind of a depressing mooody rainy friday morning.

Weather like this reminds me of my schooling days. Dunno why, its a depressing rainy friday morning now but back then I love rainy morning.

Creativejo
10:54 AM

Feelings.Love.Dreams.

Creativejo
5:08 PM

A destination that is unplan - its exciting.

Because the journey is more important than the destination.

Life is like a journey and what we wanted or plan for our future is like the destination.

So, I fancy the idea of cherish the journey and think about the destination.

get whut i mean?

Creativejo
5:34 PM

(And this is what I was typing on a Saturday nite, when my bf peeps me and I close the window)

Do you have a belief?

I belief in things happen for a reason.

I am an optimist.

Always when I miss a train, I would tell myself "Ohh, if I were in the train, some accident would have happen. I would have die if I am in that train. So, I miss the train for a reason"

I belief in this - being an Optimist and that things do happen for a reason - will make you a better person and lesser complaint.

Many times, and often...I will miss my home, my parents, my sibling, my pet, my family, my friends. I only started missing them, when I was far away from them. Feelings do happen for a reason too. I moved out of home, and I started to miss everything that I once own and take for granted.

Many times, we complaint why things happen, if we try to reason out, things happen for a reason, and it make so much sense.

Being an optimist, I think that every difficulties in life is a learning, its some adventure that shape us a better human beings.

I am an optimist.

The table cloth was stained with some beer-stain. It brings me back to the moment. So it stained, for a reason, now? Well, yay...I am an optimist.

Of all that I belief, I belief that I know him for the most percious reason. Self-discovery. If its not him, I always thought that I freak-out by commitment, that I am materialistic, that i think money is the most important, that one IQ and EQ can only be measured by education level. Knowing him and becoming his soul-mate, is the most precious gift god has given me, and yay, I am an optimist.

I want to thank him for my self-discovery. Self-discovery is a process that its so hard to understand but yet so absurb cos we are trying to understand our own self. Irony....

(and just imagine, I was typing about me appreciating him, and was asking if I'm wirtting him a farewell letter. How cute!)

I belief not knowing the future makes us cherish each other more. I belief if everyday is a one more day - we will cherish everyone more, even someone we ignored, will become special on that day.

I am an optimist and yay, something that I am always proud of.

I am an optimist who belief in things that happen for a reason, and belief that having a "belief" is like you hav a hope in life.

I hope you will start believing in something, but first you have to believe in yourself.

I believe that I am an optimist! Yay!

Creativejo
10:20 AM

Remember my last post?

I hav been doing quite some thought about it. That is why, I choose to stop blogging for sometime.

and it was a Saturday nite, when I was so down and I was typing some words out from my lappie. Just some feeelings that I was encountering at the point of time.

my bf was peeping me as i type, and suddenly, without realising, i close it and he felt awkward. And he asked "you typing me a break-up letter?"

I was laughing cos it really sounds like it. As I saw him standing behind me, I quickly close the window.

"Nolarr...I am typing something. " I wanted to share my thoughts with him. But its really hard to explain.

and I came to realised that, there are actually something running in my head that I actually never discussed with anyone else before, not even the guy that sleep next to me every nite. Its not a betrayal, but maybe everyone has their own little privacy thought. It was like its not an open book topic. It's something that's hard for me to explain, not even to any closest friends.

and I was thinking....all this thoughts sho b my blogs entry. wouldnt it be meaningful, someday I read about my thoughts again.....

A revamp...a revamp.

Creativejo.blogspot.com is all about my deepest thoughts....some thought that I never discuss with anyone else before...but u can read my mind here. But, maybe dun ask me why I think certain ways when u meet me, I might not be able to explain. I wouldnt mind somebody read my mind, cos I just dun want to talk about it.

Its just me, or maybe its normal. Its hard to express something deep inside. Its like onli I can understand....and its hard to share the thoughts.

Creativejo
9:51 AM

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