"The starting point of all achievement is desire. Keep this constantly in mind. Weak desire brings weak results, just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat" - Napolean Hill
I hav been doing quite some thought about it. That is why, I choose to stop blogging for sometime.
and it was a Saturday nite, when I was so down and I was typing some words out from my lappie. Just some feeelings that I was encountering at the point of time.
my bf was peeping me as i type, and suddenly, without realising, i close it and he felt awkward. And he asked "you typing me a break-up letter?"
I was laughing cos it really sounds like it. As I saw him standing behind me, I quickly close the window.
"Nolarr...I am typing something. " I wanted to share my thoughts with him. But its really hard to explain.
and I came to realised that, there are actually something running in my head that I actually never discussed with anyone else before, not even the guy that sleep next to me every nite. Its not a betrayal, but maybe everyone has their own little privacy thought. It was like its not an open book topic. It's something that's hard for me to explain, not even to any closest friends.
and I was thinking....all this thoughts sho b my blogs entry. wouldnt it be meaningful, someday I read about my thoughts again.....
A revamp...a revamp.
Creativejo.blogspot.com is all about my deepest thoughts....some thought that I never discuss with anyone else before...but u can read my mind here. But, maybe dun ask me why I think certain ways when u meet me, I might not be able to explain. I wouldnt mind somebody read my mind, cos I just dun want to talk about it.
Its just me, or maybe its normal. Its hard to express something deep inside. Its like onli I can understand....and its hard to share the thoughts.