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Life Stages - Making Commitment Future Planning

Finally......all my life, I have been trying to escape from commitment (any form of commitment) has now come to a point where I have to decide....to commit or not to commit question. awwww... its so hard to decide you know.

No, dun get me wrong...its not just about marriage...but all sorts of commitment. 26 years old, goin to be 27 next year (oh gawd!), I should really be doing some thinking. Confuse, in dilemma dunno wat I wanted....has cause me so much headache.

I told Dec once "I like it when we dun know what is ahead of us!" It makes us just cherish every moment more!

If I have a choice, I want to live life like a traveler traveling without a map (yes yes yes yes yes! I really wanted to) - no planing at all!!! You may say "Go ahead then....who is stopping you!!!"

Yes exactly, who the hell is stopping me! who can stop me if I insist of that. I dont know larrr. Maybe Gemini has two heads. One is telling me to start plan and think and plan and think... another head is telling me "dun give a fark lar...as long as you are happy now! Life is about now!"

True? Not True? Well...very subjective, kan?

Seriously, I dun think I am the kind person that worry much about the future...... but somehow somewhere in my mind... its like "But....JO, u need to start planning!"

What does planning has to do with commitment rite? YES YES YES....it has so much of relation u know. Getting married... buying a house.... career wise! Have I decided to commit and follow the flow?

2008 - Jo is a bit ter[pesong] goyang macam lalang.

I do feel bless that I hv Loy who always bring me back to the right track. Always calm-ing down...asking me not to panic. He's the slumber-type. I envy him sometimes "he has such simple mind!" which to me, is the most attractive part of him. He calms me down. But yet sometimes, his slumber-ness causes me freaking out "Has he thought of the future, actually.........."

To commit and to start planning - kick starting a plan is really skery to me.

oh by the way "Cheeeeeerrss cherrry to myself" - I know best what is tis to cheers for. I am seriously thinking of ways for improvement.

Creativejo
8:13 PM

Stress larrrr.....

never been so lost at dunno how to digest the information. there are too much info to digest!!! not spot-on lagi. urgh!

Can someone pls tell me what to FOCUS at! eeeeee....benci-nya......

I neeed choco! I need Ice-Cream! I neeeeeed to splurge!

Creativejo
1:06 PM

Hana Kimi Japanese version going on air @ 8TV !! aiyak..miss the 1st episode on 2nd Nov.

Must watch must watch.

Every sunday 3pm-4pm!!!

Creativejo
5:42 PM

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