"The starting point of all achievement is desire. Keep this constantly in mind. Weak desire brings weak results, just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat" - Napolean Hill
I so totally needed a break and the tho of flying down to London jz crush onto my head. yes no yes no... welll, did a quick check on airfare - yai yai yai... no cheap fares yet. So guess, poor jo needs to wait for a better deal.
Oh - I am frustrated over the fact that we are talkin about modern malaysia, but some just still live in some cavemans world. Why on earth is Beyonce an issue??????
umm, i am supposed to do some readings but i end up watchin x factor, twittering..facebooking and blogging.... =S
1.34am, Loy jz came bc fr his usual yam-yau nite wif the "hantu araks" and he complained that he fell down. manja-ing wif me now. hehehe... sometimes, he's kinda like a baby.... which I find him adorable! =D
Gtg end here - need to attend to the big baby...
Creativejo
1:30 AM
♥ Sunday, October 18, 2009
its so frustrating that you have made a choice, but you're not entirely confident over it. I choosed to believe in what I believe, but not too sure if what I believe is right.
i know there is so much of sincerity but I am in between deciding to give up or not, but i know i will never give up. i am frusratrated with the fact that i choosed not to give up....
i dunno if i am over-complicating things or....life is jz this tough....or maybe i am jz too selfish. i dun wanna live my life alone for the rest of my life.
i am trying to help....but i dunno wat's the best way to help. it always feels like i am controling rather den helping. never knew its tat tough to help.