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    • ♥ Saturday, December 26, 2009

    Dear Ah Ma,

    It has been one week since you left us. I still remembered it was roughly at this hour that I received a call from 5th Aunty that you had passed away. I took it really easily, I didn't cry, I couldn't cry... I guess, I was well prepared for it. I believe that you wanted me to enjoy my trip, which is why you only left us when I reached Langkawi. When I reached home and saw you in the coffin...I still couldn't feel like I'm gonna miss you forever because I still feel that you was with us.

    Somehow, when the prayer starts.....it really touches my heart and made me realized that we are praying for you to leave us peacefully. I cried.

    Now that I am back at home, I could feel your absence cos usually you will be sitting near the kitchen and I will greet you. Although we hardly chit chat, but I know you are happy to see me.

    Mum had bad dream last nite. Not too sure what she dreamt about, but I know she miss you a lot. She told me that last few days was like a dream. Everytime she closes her eyes, she could see you. Hope time will heals.

    Its really ironic sometimes when I think about it. When you are around, I hardly talk to you and now that you are gone, I wish I would have talk to you more. =(

    We all miss you ah ma and may you rest in peace. Hope you will come back to this world as a healthy happy baby soon. If we have faith, maybe we'll be related again. =)

    Love u always,
    Jo


    Creativejo
    9:54 AM

    ♥ Tuesday, December 08, 2009

    A couple of thoughts for the day,
    1. Reluctant to do works that was put upon me and to deliver what was expected. I got "blood rushing to my brain" every-time I felt unfair about it, and I can't say much about it.-
    2. Is this time for Joy or something else?
    3. Particularly look forward to a new start or a new challenge next year.
    4. A moment ago, I doubt about my passion, I doubt about my love in what I am doing, I doubt if I am really as good as what they say I am. I saw a lot of weakness in myself. =(
    5. I have yet to love 2009 December
    6. Missing the giggles and laughter I had with Loy and our babies under the blanket yesterday =)
    Have a good day ya'all.


    Creativejo
    6:35 PM