"The starting point of all achievement is desire. Keep this constantly in mind. Weak desire brings weak results, just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat" - Napolean Hill
Did not hav any hand shaking, or body feeling weak, or felt like want to Pengsan this morning. Weight is not fluctuating. Any sign of losing weight is a bad sympton. So I suppose, I sho be alright.
Yesterday was talking to Dr.Tew and told her I dun wan to do surgery. But the specialist that I was seeing really said if this time around I'm not showing any improvement and not within normal range w/o the help medication to suppress it, then the next best option will be SURGERY.
SURGERY u noe. SURGERY. I damn sked of surgery lar. I can imagine, by cutting my neck and then u noe cutting the gland, gosh, I can imagine how pain that would be. I even can imagined the after effect of the surgery, u noe when u talk or cough.....my god, sure very pain lar kan? Dun see me so tough, but I super sked of surgery!!!!! Dun wan SURGERY!!!!!! I AM so damn FUCKING sked of surgery la.
FYI, my thyroid gland is still swollen and ummm quite obvious de.
My thyroid gland is still LARGE and noticeable BUT results says that i am actually
WITHIN NORMAL RANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe...yea, no need worries much at the time being. But as according to Dr.Tew hard to get cured, but UNDER CONTROL wor. haha, so am under control.
every six mth hv to go BLOOD TEST. Now blood test macam makan sayur....hehe.