"The starting point of all achievement is desire. Keep this constantly in mind. Weak desire brings weak results, just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat" - Napolean Hill
I always have this in mind, should I start discovering my passion and chase it while I still can.
I dunno what passion really means to me anymore. Its always a little something that echo inside my mind, telling me that "Jo....do it" but practically I dunno how can i do it.
When I was younger, I always thought when I grow up, I wanna be a Journalist. Then when I entered uni, I realised to be journalist....wow, not tat easy leh. Maybe I'm not determine enough lah. My england not too good, grammar always not rite one. So then I decided, Oklah- drop the idea to be a journalist. Anyhow, being a blogger is something close to a journalist lor hor, hahahahha. Diff is tat a journalist is damn sophisticated while me as a blogger...a sampat one. =p
Then I do think I would love to be a radio announcer, that's cool, rite? hehe....Thn I realise, wow...lagi the susah. Not determine enough also. My england not too good and my mandarin sux...cant read chinese character. So the idea got drop-off immediately. No need think twice. But then, I still think its cos I'm not determine enough. Or maybe I'm not too passionate about it lah. I believe someone who is tougher than me can do it.
Until now, I'm a media planner. Never in my life I know what a media planner does before i studied media. Thn, hmmm...I realise its pretty exciting. Throwing ideas....but most time I'm like any clerk and lately more like a secretary. I dunno if I really like this. But I love the money and the "SPACIOUS" time I have . I have a learn a lot throughout the 2 years journey in this industry. I always want to bring out the most effective campaign to my client. I always had. But just that lately, I dunno, I just felt more like a support....someone who executes what others ask me to do.
I hate it. See the struggle within myself?
I am now inspired to be a strategic planner.
But if you ask me, do I love my job? I'll answer ya as, OK-Lah. At least its not boring. Its exiciting at most time. But I need more inspiration, I need more ideas, I need more freedom.
Or should I just giv a total twist to my life. Be a tee-shirt designer =) and sell it at The Curve Flea Market. haha =) This is life that I wan.
Ohh btw, who wanna be my partner to give out freehugs @ The Curve? Risk our life being chase out by the security guard...or rejection from the passer-by.
Being creative! Be passionate. Make life simple and meaningful too.